.Heres the Videos

MJ's 2001 'Billie Jean' performance in New York.



KevJumba's Michael Jackson rant.

Heres the videos I promised earlier. Watch them though it may take some time to load, its worth it!

Anyways, may post again later. Hmmm... Just had some stuff hit me again, so I just got this need to post about it in case I forget. Oh, heard of this band 'The Notwist'. Seems like a nice band. Check 'em out.

.Thank God

Well, there was school today. Hurray hurrah! Oh, I did NOT get caught for my hair. Hah! I didn't even get caught for my striped socks or for wearing PE shirt or not doing any homework. So, phew, Thank God. Nobody believes my hair can be like Yi Zhang's! Damn. But anyways, school was really really boring today if not for the fact that i found out SOME stuff from LiXuan and Kelyn. That was fun. I guess. And boy am I shocked! :O <- see thats my shocked face.

After school, was contemplating (WOW a chim word!) whether to go Sam's chalet or not. In the end, thought I could go with YunXuan and Nowelle to buy his present, but turns out I couldn't, so Im stuck at home, bored and thinking whether or not I should go the chalet later at night. Blah... Either way, I can't wait for the BBQ tmr. Sucks to be going school. Sucks MORE to be stuck at home for the whole day. Dang.

Oh but I'll be looking forward to SOMETHING else. :D Hopefully, it'll be this week. But whether or not, I can't wait! :D

Oh, another thing, I want to go to Swensens this week! For the one-for-one lunch special. Anybody want to spend lesser for more this week? Im free!! I really want to eat my beloved Crayfish Pasta! Haven't eaten it for almost a year already. Omg, I want I want! Somebody? Anybody?

Anyways, something I wanted to post about yesterday but couldn't because of the hair thing. MJ's passing. D: When I heard the news, I just was so shocked and stunned by the upsetting news. Its like the kind of feeling that you can't believe that something like that happened, and you just sit or stand or squat or stay in whatever position you were in, and just don't move and slowly absorb the unfortunate news.

I truly, honestly am VERY sad. I can't believe the King of Pop is gone. We're never gonna see the PERFECT MOONWALK for real ever again. NEVER. Can you believe it? I can't. And seriously, there has NEVER been anyone who could do that move as good as him. Not even close. Damn. The Grandpapa of Pop Cult Music. Without him, there wouldn't be EVERY single artiste (singer or dancer or whatever) there is now. We'll still be in the era of Elvis Presley. Budding performers won't have a target to aim. There wouldn't be this target we can all aim to be. Legendary. No one has ever and will ever reach MJ's landmark point in the entertainment ladder. Omg. He was... THE SHIT! I mean... Ah, you get it.

Even though I only really saw the brillance of MJ last year, it totally shook my life. I saw this one performance in New York from 2001. It was the 'Billie Jean' one. And I have never seen a performance like it in my life. Incredible! I'll try to put it on here later.

Anyways, JonLajoie was SOOO right. He says of the media being hypocrites, because they once labelled MJ 'Wacko Jacko', but when he died, they say he's a legend and all. HYPOCRITES! And, from my perspective, with little evidence, MJ is NOT a pervertic paedophile. I mean, WTFH! Honestly, I can't totally rule out the fact that theres still a possibility that MJ was really this gay chikopeh the media potrayed him as, but in the end, he really was charged as NOT guilty. But as a result of all the media scrutiny (another chim word!), MJ has been labelled as this weirdo freak shit. Crap! Don't you find it unfair for him? So, all haters, screw your shit! Anyways, about his plasticness, it apparently wasn't totally his fault, go watch KevJumba's video. I know KevJumba is a crap boy, but they are real facts about what happened. Will put it up later. So, yea. MJ is a legend, assholes!

Haha. Okay, that whole thing was kinda blown up to proportions. But it was moreorless true. I mean Im not fuming mad at the media's criticism, but they did do those shit. Oh wells... Oh, and MJ sang a song with my name as the title. Go search: Ben by MJ. Its a real nice song. No kidding.

Anyways, not meant to be an ad, but Sheila's blog's playlist is nicee~ Now don't have to keep listening to my same old boring songs. Thanks, I guess!

Haha. Anyways, I just remembered Anna and me are suppose to get treated to ice skating. Hmmmm....? Haha. I want! Damn long never go already! Haiya, but alas, not much time left. Anyways, this week's happenings: Sam's BBQ(lotsa people going, like angmoh party sia!), Swensens(pleeeeease), SOMETHING(maybe? hopefully), Blading(!! I want!). Hmmm... That should be it. Damn, that sucks. Alas, last week of hols. TRY TO ENJOY! Tmr's school, gotta pray for it! Ahhhh!! Scared of SunLi! Hah!

.Sometimes my mouth a bit big

ARRSSSHHHH my school!!! Why must there be school tmr?? GUAI LAN GUAI LAN GUAI LAN GUAI LAN, GUAI LAN!!! That whole thing can actually be sung. Ahla, Im damn pekcek now and stuff. Should have STFU and don't tell my parents that have school tmr until tmr. Dang! Sometimes my mouth a bit big. Oh wells...

Why I don't want to cut, you may ask? Well, because I've been keeping it for 3 months, and thats quite a lot, to me, okay. And, seriously, its starting to look like Yi Zhang's one. I think his name is Yi Zhang. Aiya, hes the guy with black hair from Boys Over Flower. No kidding, my hair just need to be a little bit thicker, then SUI~ lo. But this bloody school just had to crash the celebrations. Wa, I really want to scold the naughty word, but i won't! Instead, I shall, "ARRSSSHHHH!!!" Eh a bit like Qin one, but what the heck. ARRSSSHHHHH!!!

Chikopeh from chiko land

Is not wearing pants

Who is this chikopeh?

He is the person who make all the Sec4s come back to school on Monday and Tuesday.

That bloody rhymed. Word. Ah, Im really damn sian now. Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah! Plus plus, I PROMISED someone that I'll still have long hair by next Saturday. And real MEN don't break promises! Seriously... Screwed school. Thought I could tahan it for one more year. Well, guess I CAN'T! Stupid stupid doo da deyyyy. I seem so high now. Maybe I am.

POONARMII~

On a different note, I had fun the last few days. Well, except for Thursday. Thurday was crap. Friday was a REAL good day. Woot woot for the toot toot! Saturday was okay i guess. And today wasn't that bad til tuition and the cut hair shit.

Xia Lan school

Go eat my doo doo!

Can't take it. I need superpowers! Lalalalala~ Can't wait for the next time I go out! Sam's BBQ? No no no. The next day I go out better be TOMORROW. Can't stand this shithole. No offence, to no one. GAHH RAHH PAHH...

Jimmy beemy bon beeny banana bom feeny de fee fi fo finey Jimmy.

Song for Jimmy so he'll be kind to me. That rhymed.

Blah... This was suppose to be an emo post. But turns out real crap. Cuz I kept my promise of not posting emo stuff on this blog. Okay I didn't ever say that. But now I say it. So, yea...

I WANT H1N1!!! I WANT I WANT I WANT!!!

H1N1 is the freaking bomb la. I miss him. He helped me. I helped him. We were happy family. Until, somebody stopped spreading him all over Singapore. Boohoo...

Omg Im such a sadist! NOT! Can't take it. Damn I really can't.

Thank God Im not suicidal.... yet....

Hah. NOT. Suicide is STUPID!!! And so are you~!

Crappy post with crappy stuff. I shall end of here.

BUT WAIT, I really got to put this verse here.

Ephesians 6:12

For our stuggle is not against the flesh or blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.

Someone help me with this verse. Totally against how my dad was trying to reason with me to cut my hair!

Thanks.

This has been an orang utan!

.Everythings Transforming

First up, yesterday was the Transformers2:RevengeOfTheFallen opening day. Totally didn't expect to catch it yesterday since the seats at everywhere were selling faster than stuff that sells fast. But Thank God, we managed to get centre row not-bad seats. So, the movie was actually not that bad. Definitely not worth just the half star that the newspapers gave. But it wasn't up to expectations though. Some stuff didn't make sense, like how Qin pointed out. Ah but what the heck. Boom Boom Pow! Explosive show. And there were some funny parts too. Not gonna elaborate. Go catch it yourself.

Oh and by the way, went with Rotti people (Qin, Deon, Vin, YunXuan, Jinni & Nowelle). Poor Sam really wanted to go out yesterday but couldn't in the end. Awww... Haha.

So anyways, starting to watch Boys Over Flower, or more like re-start watching. Cuz I actually already watched a few episodes earlier in March thanks to Anna. But stopped cuz Youtube didn't allow me to. Anyways, Boys Over Flower isn't that bad a show you know. But the freaking Funshion dosen't let me watch in English subtitles so I have to speed read the Chinese subtitles, plus I suck at Chinese so I don't exactly understand everything. Damn. Oh wells, maybe this'll improve my Chinese. Heh. Oh, love JunPyo's "ARRSHH!!!". Heh. Im so gonna perfect that! But I still hate his currypok hair! Okay nothing much about it already.

Err so, I didn't go out today. Wanted to do as much as I can for my Maths tuition homework. Shit. I did do, but not that much. Alas, BLEH! The crapass school is making Monday and Tuesday full school days. Wonderful! I really can't describe how estatic I am! Thanks a lot guys (and by guys I mean DrBoon and whoever made this decision)! Seriously, awesome!

Ah crap. But actually, Nowelle's right. We're quite good to have this AYG holiday thing already, cuz most people do have to go school next week, and its not just for 2 days. So, look on the bright side! I guess... Only problem is that I had planned to do the school homework NEXT week. So, well, Im pretty screwed! Plus, my hair! Woah. At least I can move my hair behind my ears, including my sideburns. Like a freaking girl! Damn. So gonna get screwed by Jimmy. Dang.

Alas, Sam's birthday chalet thing is even more screwed. Sad for you dude. But Im pretty sure the guys will miss school to stayover. Hmm... Doubt I'll be staying. 1.Parents won't allow. 2.I don't exactly want to. Pai seh dude. But sure to go BBQ.

Really really really glad we're totally okay now :D :D :D See, so many smileys with the capital letter 'D', means Im happy. But seriously, Im really very glad that we talked and stuff. Finally! We're friends now right? Hmm... Still love you though.

T is for Today

Today is a Tuesday.

Terrible Tuesday.

Why so, you may ask?

Well, because T is also for Tuition, and Tuition is part of the Terrible T Society.

T is also for TypicalBoringDay.

Staying at home sucks. I need to get out of this place. Famous Amos don't satisfy my bored-out needs. I need fun and excitemet. Blah...

Since Im bored, I shall start typing in Twit.

Whyyxzx? Becuzz T ish alsho forx Twit.

Typiingzx inz Twitz ish so hardx. Iii thiinkxx sOm3 pee0p1e ar3x b0Rnx a Twit. Iii amz noRtzzx.

T is also for TokKongOfAllFightingSpiders,TheRajaLabarLabar.

FightingSpiders is a nice show! Seriously. Everyone should go watch. Damn nice. Thats the only good thing for today. So looking forward to it. So damn bored now.

T is for Tomorrow.

Tomorrow will be a new day. WITH NO TUITION! Tomorrow is the day Transformers:RevengeOfTheFallen opens! I want to watch, not tomorrow then Thursday. I want to go blade too! Its addictive! Tomorrow will be a BRAND new day. I hope...

T is finally for Thinking.

I've been thinking. Thinking about you. Im still unsure. I don't know what you're thinking. I want to know, so I've done some thinking. Maybe what your sister was true. Well, if it was, then now i know. I don't know. I still need to THINK.

B is for BenYeo

B is also for Bboying.

Singapore Bboy Championship 2009. One-on-one: Oneski. Two-on-two: Radikal Brothers. 7-to-smoke: Farhan. And poor Sunshine got 2nd twice, so no air tickets for him.

So anyways, it was at Heeren yesterday (Sunday, 210609) Only me, Qin and YunXuan went. But the battles were dope! Seriously, all those who didn't go, be jealous! There was popping too, BAHH that. Hazrul and Kid-O exceeded expectations. And as usual, Mahmud was sick, hitting beats in every battle. But what the heck, no one gets what Im saying. Point is that it was nice. I actually took videos for both finals, but my com can't read them. So, too bad.

Oh and yesterday was Father's Day. Wanted to buy a gift from town yesterday. But the bboy competition ended at about 9.30, so not many shops were open. In the end, just bought a raisin bread thingy from ToastBox. It was nice, okay.

And finally, my bboying is back on track. Practised it for the first time in 2months! Damn! Jiayous to myself!

B is for Blading.

Today went ECP with Nowelle to blade. Its fun! Real fun! I want to go more! This is an open invitation to everybody who comes to this blog, to accompany me to ECP to blade. Its quite fun really. But I need to get my own pair of skates. $5 per hour is too much! So anyways, roxy dinner was not bad.

Therefore, today has been a boring day. Oh! B is also for Boring. But thats not counted. Because E-Learning is so super duper ultra mega NOT boring!

Seriously, its not that bad. To me...

B is for BadDay.

Tomorrow is tuition day. Still haven't done the 2 revision papers Im suppose to do. Yay. Help...

B is for BackToNormal?.

I DON'T KNOW. ShiYuen wasn't much help. I REALLY DON'T KNOW! Help. I want to talk, but don't know what to say! This sucks. and, I DON'T KNOW what I should do. Show me a bit of hints. Please?

B is for Bass.

WAKE UP, IDIOT!

!I don't want to emo

Okay. I know the last few posts are all quite emo and stuff. Well, life here on Earth does really suck. But oh wells... I just hope everything can be okay soon. REAL SOON. And I hope I don't have to bring home lotsa stuff tmr from church. But anyways, enough about emo stuff. Back to the normal blog stuff.

So, the last week has been quite fun for me. I guess... Other than the crazy amount of emo-ing I do at home, going out has been good. Okay. I should be studying and doing all the homework, but... Don't know why, but I feel like theres not much homework for me to do. Oh wells... The anxiousness to do homework will come. Soon. I think...

So anyways, what did I do... Err wednesday went E-Hub with Rotti (Qin, YunXuan, Deon, Sam, Kelyn, Jasmine, Jinni) watched THE TAKING OF PELHAM 123. Damn! Is that movie awesome or what??? Okay. It sucked. Sucked real bad. Plus its an NC16 show, so we snuck around for crap! Dang! Oh wells... Superdog was nice, but so not worth it. Camwhoreing wasn't too bad either. Well, later on, there was just me, Deon, Jinni, Kelyn left. So we went to watch another movie. This time, GHOSTS OF GIRLFRIENDS' PAST. Better than the earlier movie, but otherwise, zzz... Pastamania was dinner before home. Emo night.

Thursday was stay at home and watch show day. Other than leaving home at 6 to eat SwissCulture with my family. Its good you know. Cheesiest pasta ever! But not as Eeck as the one from 18chef. Nicee~ Emo night 2.

Friday was play xbox then go town day. Chim, Deon, YanJing came supposedly to do work, but xbox seemed to be the lesson of the day. Went to town at night anyways. With Rotti (Qin, Deon, Sam, YunXuan, Kelyn, Jinni) again. Bought socks. Finally! 85 food was supper. A dark walk home.

Today wanted to go blading, but nobody! Rahh~ Echo was blah. Camwhoreing not that much. Went where little people have gone. Hmmm... Grab snacks from my house and off to E-Hub. Again. Watched a movie. Again. LOVE YOU, MAN. Sui~ Nicee. Plus funny. Good. Worth the NC16 risk! Oh and by the way, this week we bought GHOSTS OF GIRLFRIENDS' PAST tickets 3 times! One for TAKING OF PELHAM 123, Two for the actual movie itself, Three for LOVE YOU, MAN. Sui bo~! So anyways, Subway was a good dinner. Ate lotsa free food. Thanks Jasmine&Jinni for their generous small stomachs! Home.

Okay. Done. Tmr hopefully gonna be a good day. Hoping real hard not to get some stuff I don't want to get. OK that was a stupid sentence. But whatever... Also hope people accompany to the finals of the Singapore Bboy Championship 2009 at Heeren. Finals always have dope stuff. And I always miss them! Dang! So, next 2 weeks is e-learning weeks. Log on, leave computer there, and go town. Heh. I got to go out next 2 weeks. Shop! Movie! Go out! Okay. I don't know what I want to do. But all I want, is to get out of home. Get some new clothes. I really need formal. Topman! Watch TRANSFORMERS: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN! Oh oh oh, Blading/Cycling!

Oh, one real important thing. Clear things up, and get everything sorted out. So, EVERYTHING BETWEEN US WILL BE OKAY!

I really need the last one. Okay. Enough already. Looking forward to each new day. I think... I hope... I wish... I TELEPORT!

!Kill me

I really don't know what to do anymore.

All I can say is sorry.

I really am, and I always will be.

I've seen what I've done.

I wish i could change all of that, but I can't.

Im really very sorry.

I am such an idiot to not see you the way you actually are.

I've been naive and stupid and plainly, just a jerk.

I never deserved you.

You should never like someone like me again.

I suck.

I suck real bad.

Wish you would forgive me, but I know its impossible.

Theres just too many things for you to forgive.

So, i won't blame you if you hate me for the rest of your life.

I would hate me if I were you.

Its just amazing how you were tolerant to me these few months.

Don't know how you did it, cuz I definitely wouldn't be able to if I were you.

Just wish I could speak to you for one last time.

One last time before i disappear from your life.

But its okay.

I know it hasn't been easy being you.

In fact, it really sucked being you the last 7 months.

Hate myself.

Lord, please take me back. I don't see myself of having any use here. Please...

It isn't the world crumbling upon me.

Its me coming to this world.

Why?

Why was I put on this world?

Just let me disappear, disappear forever, away from you.

I was wrong.

I loved you.

I love you.

Forgive and FORGET

Move on, dear. Don't be like this.

Im SORRY. I really really am...

Please...

I hate it when we're like this. Don't cry...

ARGHZ! Im such a freaking BASTARD!

God, please tell me why im on this earth. I seem to be only hurting everyone... help.

I never make things better eh?

Im sorry. I just really suck.

I won't ever talk to you again k?

You live your life, I'll live mine.

You see why we can never be close? Come to close and I'll hurt you.

So, I know its gonna take a long, suckish period of time before these wounds heal, but it'll be worth it k?

Its better if i stay away from you for as long as I have to.

I am of no help or use.

Bye.

Naive

I am so naive
Stupid to believe

oh and btw, i was being sacarstic in my reply. oh wells(:



bet i'll think im such an idiot when i look back at this post in the future.

!!!ROTTI

okay. haven't posted for a long while. a really long while. well, camps are over. so im supposedly suppose to cheong all the way for my Os. really can't imagine myself doing so. but, it has to be done. anyways, this post will be just on the June holidays this year. its been 2weeks+2days, but its been really eventful. so, when in the future, i read this blog, i can reminisce the stuff that happened.

but first, i've been reading through my past posts, and woah, have i been an emo shit. so, this blog is gonna change. finally. oh the blog url's gonna change too. so, yea. i'll update it later.
back to the hols.

okay, so unfortunately, the first day of the holidays brought with it some bad news. my grandfather passed away. i wasn't really close to him, so couldn't feel what my dad was feeling. i don't know. this time, i didn't cry. dosen't mean that im a heartless bastard. but i knew he was already in heaven, which is a hell lot better than this earth. so yea. good for him.

so, the wake lasted til tuesday night, then i went back to church for the PPTTC. it was AWESOME! my band had Estella, Luke, Dexter, Clara, Gavin. i think that should be it. but anyways, i kinda kept talking nonsense and stuff during the games. so, it was cool that i managed to let the crappy BenYeo come out. it was fun. but really, this camp was great, not only that it was fun, but also because spiritually it was great. everyone moreorless took something home. i think this PPTTC idea is actually real good, cuz there isn't kids to tire us out or make us worry about them, and there isn't really a 'government' thing, where we are the 'campers' and they're the 'leaders'. so everybody is everybody. its like a chalet but better. yeps. oh and not forgetting, that we patched back. which was fantastic! missed that feeling a freaking lot. so, yea. thats PPTTC.

after that week's weekends, i was left home alone cuz the rest of my family went for ABC in malaysia. so, all the chores were left for me to do. its not difficult being a housewife you know. but anyways, i wasn't really home alone, cuz there was WenKai, Jabez and Joel to accompany me in my otherwise boring home. well, most of the time, we were playing xbox. we're such geeks! but it was fun. especially the thaligams or whatever Jabez said. oh, they stayed over by the way. so yea. 3 homealone days of playing xbox, cooking, eating, watching tv and waiting for an sms.

the next day would be a thursday. first day of student camp. honestly, i hadn't really wanted to go to student camp with the bowling dudes + Jasmine. mainly, cuz i hadn't talked to most of them for a real long time. so i had a little dread to go feeling. but of course, that was just crap in the end. the first day of student camp was, to me, quite fun. i know some people hated it and stuff, but i think it wasn't that bad. so, maybe the earlier icebreaker games weren't that fun. but the cluedo thing was quite okay. or maybe it was cuz me and Qin were going around doing stupid things and bluffing people. that was fun, for the 2 of us. but, i guess it was quite obvious that some people weren't having their fair share of fun cuz they couldn't really participate, or cuz they were left out. but, seriously, i think me and Qin were also moreorless left out from solving the thing, but found something else to do. i mean, any moment in your life can be fun, if you really want it to be, and do something about it. right? oh but, i do remember this, Jinni helped find the last clue, but i don't think many people thanked her, i myself is a culprit. but, i'll thank her now. Thanks Jinni!

the second day was really suckish til the night canteen games. seriously, the call-in game was a waste of time. i absolutely couldn't help, cuz everything was in chinese. so, oh wells... i anticipated more fun games. but, couldn't be helped. oh but thank God the canteen games were crazily kancheongish and fun. dirty games are so much more fun. we were covered with honey, chewing on corn, choking on flour, doing starjumps faster than ever, trying to concentrate real hard. it was real nervewrecking, trying to be the clock. but we thought we did well. not sure whether or not we really did do well. but, it was fun right? i think that was went we could really get hyped up with the WHOS NIGHT IS IT GONNA BE?? 1 2 3 ROTTI!!!

performance day. was great, with the softball thing, cheerleading thing, DDR thing, oh and the bino soccer was freaking stupid! well, our performance was dope. i still think it was the best leh. just too bad we didn't win. alas, better than last year, we got into finals. thats an acheivement. PK!

amazing race. woah. what a race! tiring! but must really thank God la. were losing quite bad for awhile, but somehow still managed to pull away. and the last run back to ASC was woah... unbelievable. doubt most of us ever run so much ever. actually, pulling Jasmine helped. quite a bit. cuz she was depending on me to continue running all the way, so with this responsibility, of course i had to push myself. so thanks to her! 1st place! finally. last year 2nd. this year 1st!

campfire was awesome. mass dance was actually more fun to me this time, cuz last year my leg cramp plus my slipper picha. yea, this time was fun. especially the 1st song, where we got into the circle one. actually thats the only one that was really fun. but whatever. anyways, bbq time was camwhoreing time. never taken so many pictures in a single moment! thanks Joneh for his happy picture taking finger! oh and thanks to Javier, Joseph, Deon and JHong for the satays, sausages, chicken wings and meat!

so, anyways, the brand new bowling-turned-rotti had a talk. i guess it was kinda good. one thing resolved was the Deon and Vin thing. thank God! they'd been quarreling for so damn long! but anyways, now all of us said what we want to say about each other. talking about our flaws. although, it seems like i have none =.= but, it was a good talk i guess. unfortunately, when JHong came and talked about his story, i fell asleep. no offence! but the worst thing was that, i fell asleep on the parade square floor until everybody left and i looked like a freaking idiot all alone on the parade square floor, sleeping =.= thanks a lot guys! haha. but i know i slept like a pig. Sam kicked me, but i still didn't feel a thing. im such an idiot...

that night (or early morning), we slept about 2 or 3 hours, though the girls supposedly slept 1/2 hour. we were all so tired! but still managed to get through the final moments in the camp. im glad JHong moved the QT to after we broke camp, cuz then, we could all spend these final few moments together, no distractions or whatever, and have a last farewell to our leaders, JHong and AdelinaJie. special thanks to JHong for bringing us through both of our camps! so anyways, Rotti minus Vin went to 18chefs for lunch. i hated mine! toooooo much ngiam ngiam taste!! oh wells... i like the ice lemon tea. =.= haha.

so anyways, we all left home...
or so you think...
haha. on the train home, me and Nowelle decided not to go home instead cuz we both really didnt want to! campsick feeling sucks! so anyways, we went to Bugis for no absolute reason. just talk and drank an XS coke. haha. oh, the new mall near Bugis is nicee! nicer than that stupid Tampines1. the shops there are nice. theres a cinema and arcade. and the food level is cool! manhatten fish market! i must go! so anyways, i was suppose to watch movie with YunXuan, Deon, Qin, Jinni and Kelyn at E-Hub at 7.20. but everybody was too tired. so alas, i went home at 8. oh but im glad i went out with Nowelle, been soooo frigging long since we went out together! cool!

so yea. thats the June hols. only less than a week before school reopens:( nobodys looking forward to that. im worse though. i promised my mum that after all my camps in June, i'd cheong for my Os. D: ahhhh! alas, im still a sec4 and i'd better get back to reality soon! so, yea. maybe some other time i'll post my personal notes to each and everyone of Rotti. til then, heres the pictures.
(oh by the way, our group was really called PAVAROTTI, not just Rotti)




bbq time!


bbq time 2!


Jinni, Qin, me, YunXuan, Joneh


street fighter!


Qin trademark act cute face!


Qin trademark act cute face 2!


Javier, Qin, me during service? oops!


Sam, Joneh, Joseph, Qin, YunXuan, me, Nowelle, Jasmine, Kelyn. also during service? oops!


bbq time! in the dark.


OOPS!


Act cute Queen!


Jasmine!


Yo yo, whats up! BBoys in the house! with one beatboxer!


Jasmine, AdelinaJie, Joneh, me, Jinni + half of Qin's face!


BaGei! with BaGei king!


Javier, AdelinaJia, me, Nowelle + half of Joneh's face!


Freaky YunXuan!


We're too hot to handle eh! Burnt with a knuckle hit!


YunXuan and Joseph!


me and JHong!

Nowelle and me!

Rotti guys + Darren!

Rotti guys + Darren 2!

Rotti guys + Darren + HongKai!

ROTTI! jinni's face accidentally cut into half. oops...

Qin, me, Joneh! lets play a game of odd on out.

Chim, me, Joneh!

Camwhoreing!

Camwhoreing 2!

Camwhoreing 3!

Camwhoreing 4!

Camwhoreing 5!

Camwhoreing 6!

Rotti + cute little boy!

Rotti + song leader dude!

Rotti + (forgot his name)!

Rotti + don't know who they are!

Rotti + don't know who they are 2!

haha. yeps. thats it! other blogs got more. like Qin's, his got all the photo of us with random people, cuz we were playing a game of who could take the most photos with strangers. Sam's also have. don't know who else updated their blog. but thats all i can rmb for now. so until next time, ROTTI rocks!

?Emancipation

Well, I know this post isn't suppose to be here, but I just realised that I have an empty draft unused in my posts. So since this blog'll be like my memory of what happened in my life, I'll just post my feelings, thoughts, and well, everything I normally post about. Okay, here goes.

"Well, tmr's Student Camp o9. I dunno why but I kinda really don't feel like going. I really don't have the mood to. Maybe Im afraid. Afraid things will happen like how Im imagining they'll be. Afraid the camp'll just be a time of sian-ness and out-of-place-ness. I dunno...

"Haven't been feeling well this whole day at all. Guess its cuz I haven't gotten your sms. Maybe Im a real big coward, but Im afraid something happened to you. Something, I don't want to think about. I dunno. This sucks. Im feeling pekcek for a reason I don't know."

Omg, its so difficult to post an emo post after I've been crapping in my post for some time. Rahh. Forget it. I'll just recap on my life before this date (the day just before Student Camp). Lets GO!

"Well, its been a real long time since I last posted something about my life. But I'll -

CRAP. I just realised I already posted about it. DAMN. I don't know what to post anymore. DANG.