04‏/02‏/2009

Im loving it

isnt that great? eh? now my hand cant stop trembling. thanks a hell lot. happy now? happy that you can force us into doing stuff utterly unnesscary? wonderful. just wonderful. we all cant be any more grateful for you giving a pile shitass shit to memorise for no particular use. memorise bull we'll possible never ever use in our lives. i really think its a great idea you know. i really think so. its awesome aint it? awesome to force us into working our asses off for nothing. marvellous. it really is marvellous eh? best feeling in the world!
dammit! dammit man! i really dont get it you know. what do want from me? how much do you expect me to come up with?? you think im such a knowledge-absorber eh.. i just need a split second and i have a whole damned encyclopedia in my head. eh? thats what you want aint it?? you think i can give you that? well, yea!! yea if you could somehow dig out this brain and stuff a bloody encyclopedia in it! bloody fool. if thats all i can give, thats all you should expect. i wont do more if cant do anymore. everybody's potential has freaking limit. learn that! dammit. you want a shit long essay. you want gayshit china handwriting. you want us to be able to tolerate it all. how much more?? i suggest you just rip out our muscles and brains and fingers, and just replace all those. then maybe you'll get what you want. eh?
you so freaking dont know how much i have to go thru bcuz of this shit. you really dont. well, cuz its not like you care. good results and a good report. thats all you want. well, you're not gonna get either this year, arse. hurray for you.
stress. freaking bitch. i really cant take much more. this is just one bloody subject. what if there comes more? well, one answer: DIE. well, yea. thats possibly the best idea i'll ever have. i really should just die. then all this crap will end. no more stress. no more bullcrap. no more intolerable shit. then, i'll be happy...
so, just kill me. shoot me. burn me. stab me. incinerate me. crush me. poison me. hadugen me. i dont care how. just end this shit. now. please... i need it.

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  1. HAHA BEN, CHILL! but your post made me laugh you know, COME ON BEN. YOU CAN DO IT! at least you completed that bloody long essay today (and all of us did it in a very unpleasant way) but who cares luh. no one is able to memorise that whole chunk of words lor! no more emo-ing for you!

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