i have decided. i have decided how im going to live out this life of mine. sure, it isnt the best one. but i've got to do something about it. i know who im gonna be from now on.
nice. a nice person. stereotypical? nope. even though its really hasnt been paying off for me when im nice, i've decided to be a nice guy from now on. no more ben the asshole/bastard. i dont want to be the guy who always seems to be so mean to you guys and gals. cuz you people in school really havent seen the good, nice side of me yet. so yea... simply put, im gonna ask before taking something.
emotions. they suck. really really suck. so, im not gonna ever give in to them again. no way. no more letting my emotions get the better of me. cuz you were right shijuen. i am too emotional, and thats not doing any good. it really aint. so yea... emotions, you can get lost. im not gonna feel anymore. no matter how hard things get, i'll tolerate. endure. not giving in anymore. no more jumping to conclusions. then, maybe things around me will get along better and life wont be such a torture.
so, hello mr nice guy. bye bye stupid assholic bastard.
الاشتراك في:
تعليقات الرسالة (Atom)
ليست هناك تعليقات:
إرسال تعليق