oh wells. this weekend is suppose to be my super slack weekend cuz next week only has 2 tests that aren't that difficult. but it somehow dosen't feel that way. i still have this unexplanable stress thats inside and i don't know whats causing it. so irritating..
im wondering if its cuz of me song leading tmr. i don't know. maybe im right. i mean JonLim really put the whole song leading thing in a way that's got me thinking. i mean we haven't really put in that extra effort that we should be putting in. and we really haven't left a good impression on the parents you know. and even though i wasn't in there during praise and worship last weekend, i really feel that Jon was spot on. and i really want to do well tmr. i don't want it to be a lacklustre praise and worship where the kids can just go hyper on us and make things really difficult for us. i don't want to choose songs which have been sung over and over and over again that even the kids realise it. i don't want it to be a dissappointing time for God. so, im really trying. but im afraid you know. im afraid i wouldn't do it well. its difficult for me. arduous... but at least now i really see what the older teachers were seeing back in 2007. ah wells, i don't want this to be a rant about cm and stuff. so yea, you know what, i guess thats really the stress that i've been putting on myself. oh wells... just got to pray and trust in God i guess.
anyways, putting that aside, yesterday, i was flipping through my kindergarten final year(1999) yearbook. and found some really dope stuff.
anyways, putting that aside, yesterday, i was flipping through my kindergarten final year(1999) yearbook. and found some really dope stuff.
firstly, the whole book is like litter with my work. im like the ultimate student of 1999. its got like 7 or 8 drawings and compos. not including the pictures. but maybe cuz my mum was teaching that year. but i doubt that thats the reason cuz... long story.
next, theres a whole lot of people my age from my kindergarten who went either my primary school or secondary school. 10 in total. plus LukeTang and JosephPoon that'll make 12. dope.
finally, this
whos been cool since the old skool days? aw yea, its mr snow angel. okay thats gay. but, alas, dope!
okay. guess im really reliving my childhood nowadays. anyways, im thinking this reminiscing also causing a lil bit of the stress. i mean kindergarten is like the slackest days of your life. compared to now... okay, it can't be compared. oh and also, somehow i still remember back then when i had a friggin crush on some girl and as i recall, it was sick, as in like a storybook kind of thing. hmmm... oh and somehow, i've never forgotten how the last day of kindergarten went. alas, my childhood really ain't that fun.
okay. the end. please tag more if you come. my tagboard still rather dead and useless.
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