The List #1

We're all grown up!

Im such a sentimental boy! Haha. Time for the recaps for the AHS years peeeeople! Okay, so, The List thing is a private thing. Only 4 people on the list. One for each year you see. So anyways, today, 3rd September 2009 (thats just in case I overshoot 12am and it becomes 4th September), I went out with LiHui. What a surprise!

Yeps. Really been such a damn long time since I talked to her, in real life that is. But it was good, you know. Of the whole almost-3-years of on-off BFF-ness, we never once went out together. Woah that! So yea, it was good. Even though its been so damn long ago, its still so easy talking to her! Damn. Honestly, the weird thing is that I really was a little nervous and worried that, you know, weirdness and awkwardness. But, woah this, none of that sort. Woah!

Simple summary: MPCLibrary was meant to be study place, but backfired. No studying from me, 4 questions done for LiHui (is it 4 or 5?). Mirror hunting and poor photographing skills. Katong Laksa and finally Bus14. Oh, sorry I talked too much, man. Haah!

Okay. Now lets see. Which year is she? No, not Sec1. Its weird Im starting this list thing with Sec2, but what the heck, its probably gonna be the longest or 2nd longest. So... That really had no link to the odd sequence. Oh wells. Deal with it. Like that girl from America's Got Talent 2009. And no, Im not going to digress.

So anyways, Sec2 life. In short, it was great. Awesome in fact. Sure, I made some mistakes I really regret and wish I'd never had done it (we all know the 23hours.) But thats over and Im still glad how that year turned out. For one, CAC2007. Thats equivilent to all I've done in CM and MM. Another thing, was the dudes and the class. 2D gonna be the best class of my life by far. And the bros. Bruthers. That word is so Sec2, but look, we're still 'bruthers'. Haah!

But no no. This post wasn't meant to talk about the man talks and crazy shit we did. No no. Its for LiHui. Well, cuz she made it a good year. Its like adding salt to a wound, but with an opposite kind of effect. Okay, bad analogy, but you get my point. So yea. Thanks to SngLiHui. Haha. So, a simple remembering of a few significant events we've both forgot, especially her excellent memory. Lets go!

So, first time we ever saw each other was January 2nd 2007. Honestly, I forgot how we even started talking. MSN? Sms? Phone? Face to face? I have no idea! Oh wait. We did sms a little bit within the first week. I think. Damn. Its such a long time ago! So anyways, a couple of weeks later brought Show and Tell! Haah! What a joke. Hey Juliet. Piece of shit. Hehed! Dance partners! Im pretty sure it was Show and Tell which lit the spark and propelled the catapult, or whatever it is. Yep. Blessing in disguise eh? Well, Show and Tell was still an epic FAIL. But the after effects not so. Haah.

All the quarrelling. Betcha forgot bout 'em. On January 29th, I pissed LiHui off for whatever reason I still don't know to this day. Haha. My attitude problems. What crap! Thinking back, I was immature as hell. Thats then, nows now. 'Whatever!' , 'Fine!'. Haha. Those lame 'quarrels', tiffs or whatever you want to call them. Even little petty things like... Not being sporting? Or throwing a paper? I don't know. Its been so long! In fact, I don't even remember what happened when we had these tiffs. Did we have to make up and say sorry and all? Or just forget about it? I have no damn idea. My memory's getting faulty. Oh but I do remember saying it was impossible not to quarrel with LiHui everyday of a week except Sunday. Haah! Oh shit that!

As Show and Tell approached nearer, we quarrelled less I guess. Growing up you see. Remember one day which I really liked. The day we stayed back with some people to complete the dance for the others. Somehow I've never forgotten it. Think it was a Monday just before the actual Show and Tell. Its was a blissful day. Is it the right word?

Oh wells, alas, honestly, I was kinda sad that the whole Show and Tell thing was going to be over. And you know what, I was right. After that, grew apart and stuff. Oh oh oh, but I remember one thing. I don't know why, but I've remembered that day up til now. In fact, I know it was a day when KaiHong didn't come to school. And a few people, including the both of us, stayed back to do moreorless nothing. Oh, we were designing the class tee. Yea thats it.

But anyways, point is, I remember she came real unusually close to whisper to me something absolutely unimportant and insignificant to me. Okay. Cheap thrill. Eh but back then in Sec2, those kinds of times were hard to come by and real rare unlike now, so no hating. Yep. I actually remember a specific day from the 2nd term of my Sec2 life. Amazing eh. So yea. Other than that, the rest of Term 2 wasn't that nice.

Then, BeiJing. Boy was it fun or what! The Di-Dai-ing, Truth or Dares (haah, knocking on MsNg's door and running away. we were such punks! haah.), the crappy 'dance practices'. Haah! Used to go LiHui and Tingen's room every single night. Lol. One night I actually fell asleep in there with both girls only. Oh shit. But it was still fun. Haah. Oh I bet she was so jealous when i hugged Delphine. HAha. Screw that.

And then of course, I would have to go through the shittiest moments in my life. The moments I wish most to change, the moments I regret the most, the moments that'll haunt me forever. Yeps. No details. Just plain utter bullshit of a week. 3rd week of Term 3. Will never forget, even though I really want to. Especially since...

1 month and 5 days after those shit, *ahem ahem* Im pretty sure we all know what that means. :D

Ended of the year pretty okay. So, yea, Sec2 life with LiHui. Yeps. I thank God for her. Really do. Woah. This is so weird posting in on a public for-everybody-to-see blog. Oh wells. I may forget all this stuff in the future, so this'll be a good reminder.

Oh, but one more thing, the next year and a half after Sec2, I was such an ass to her. Im not going to say why here, but honestly and seriously, I feel real bad now. Oh man. Im so damn freaking sorry. Was way too bo chap. Dammit. Im such a bastard. The last year me wasn't a good me. Oh wells. Its over. And I really am sorry.

Anyways, yeps, thats me and LiHui up til now. Honestly, I really miss the BFF days. Really took it for granted back then. So stupid. So damn bloody stupid. Sec2 me was a stupid me. Rahh. Really regret siol. She has no idea how much she actually meant to me cuz Im such a thin skinned bastard to not say it out. Such an idiot. Oh wells. Like SexyBoy says, "What dosen't kill us makes us grow." So I shouldn't regret eh?

By the way, this post was suppose to be on the actual day me and LiHui went out, but I fell asleep last night. So, now is the early morning of 2 days later. Shit. Oh wells. Attituded people coming up next down below. Haah!

Hahahahahaha! We quarrelled 5 minutes after the picture was taken. Im not kidding. For real. On her way home, she smsed me those kind of stuff girls do when they're angry. Haah! Damn funny sia. Im LOL-ing. <- that was dorky.

Anyways, watch out for TheList #2, #3, and #4. Should be coming soon. This seems so damn epic!

Peace yo! (just like how i used to do it in sec 2)

.'Videogames, Ventriloquism, and 'Vintage

Its been some time.

Okay. I overshot last week. But it wasn't my fault! Invisible Children made me fall asleep on the sofa downstairs with the TV on. It wasn't a bad show, just too draggy for me to tahan on Sunday. Wonder why I was so tired on Sunday.

But anyways, not the point. Yet. Time to recap yet again. Starting from last Monday, more than a week ago. Damn.

Amaths and ELit. Was okay for both I guess. Oh but unfortunately, I wasn't able to focus for ELit. So my ELit A2 may not happen. Darnded. The next day would be a Tuesday and Physics Paper 2. Can't really remember much about it now. Think I'll be getting a B for it. Wednesday had Emaths2 and Chem2. Im sure to get A1 for both! Like totally man! Oh Thursday's English Paper was homage to all the geeks in AHS. The teachers sure chose an appealing topic. Geog2 was kinda blooped. Friday's Amaths1 may give me a B3. Yep. As you can see, I can wave BYEBYE to my 15 l1r5. RumblyRoo!

But anyways, Friday was a good day, compared to the others. Played bball after the paper. Feel the freedom! "DANCER!" Gayed off with Joel to EHub to watch 'Bandslam'. What a gay time. But the movie was not bad actually. Would give it 3.5 stars out of 5. The storyline was okay. The actors and actresses were not bad. (2 Disney girls. Woohoo to da max!) The videography was good. But most of all, the music was great. Finally a movie heavy on Indie. The Haze really was better. But anyways, the name 'I can't go on, I'll go on' isn't such a good band name. No wonder they lost. Oops. Spoilers.

Saturday was in 2 places only. Home and church. Nothing much. The usual play for YPM day. Other than the fact that its the first time for 1 and a half months that I've played for YPM. Woah that! Oh wells, unfortunately, the amp cracked up during the service. An unfortunate incident. Cell was not bad.

Sunday. CM's official Teachers' Day Celebrations. 1st service one wasn't that good, no offence. 2nd service ushering. Had no space to sit but the cramped floor. An unfortunate incident. Got to sit on the chair later though, for 2 minutes. Oh, I actually got Angel to pray for Aaron Tze. Woah. She is one quiet kid. More quiet than how I used to be. That is a Woah-able factor. She looks so ang moh, but I've never heard her speak. Never.

Devon (aka Russell) has a cute round face and a dangerous yoyo. Seriously, why was Super Yo-yo brought back? It was great back in p5. But now, its okay, but ripping off the new generation. I think I got my Super Yo-yo for less than $10, and it wasn't a fake. Now, its going at $20. Its not that big a deal anyways. ZhuHouRen boy got a fake one for $1. Thats how much its worth. 2 Angkukuehs. Ripoff call.

Anyways, Teachers' Day lunch was really good. For real. No wonder there was no present this year. Oh wells. The food really was great. The green curry, chicken-in-otah-wrapping-thingy, prawns and the suckable kueh tasting dessert. Good stuff at Tut-tut. The juice was funny though. But, no doubt, it beats Roxy hands down.

Oh, one thing. Feel a bit bad, like kinda sorta 'pang-seh-ing' Juen. Not really pang seh la. But, like, just never really talk to her and stuff. Oh! I got it. Left out. Yep. Sorry to her if she ever comes here. Im so wondering who actually comes here. Dang y'all. Can at least just tag your name? Don't have to say anything. I just want to know the average attendance, since I've quit using the counter.

Monday had the school Teachers' Day Celebrations. Damn! ChunKit can dance. He got flava! Serious load of style and flava. No kidding. He's good man. Passionate sissy boy. Haha. Kidding. Sexaye aquaman. Fo real. Anyways, Vin came house for nothing. Caught FinalDestination4! Sui~! Damn nice. Watch for any signs dudes. You never know when you'll get a serious case of future-seeing deja vu. And, yep, sneaked a M18 show. But I think I've done it before already. Beowulf, I think.

Bowling was a waste of time and money. Mall Catching could have been better. EHub actually sucks as a place for mall catching cuz of the complexity. Catching is all about the simplicity of itself. Mall Catching should just be a tiny notch up the difficulty ladder. Parkway is in fact better. Serious man. Team Ice and Water really wasn't such a great idea. My opinion. Haunted staircase was cool while it lasted. Dimension stairs. Exit into the future. Find your adolescent friends' children. Discover time.

Went late to Mrs Yah's house. Attendance: 16. Much more than I'd expected. Nobody changed! Well, except AnnGie. But, why? Only me. And I changed a hell lot. Haah! Its funny thinking how nerd I was. Its cool seeing my past good friends not moving at the same pace as me with time. Its great knowing most people don't understand the earlier sentence. Anyways, it was an okay time I guess. Other than the fact that everything was in chinese. And my absolutely wonderful grasp of the chinese language gave me an exceeding edge over others. Just like how that sentence made sense. An unfortunate incident. But anyways, its weird discovering the irony of the Primary-Secondary transition warp. The irony. OhEmGee. Oh, theres pictures from that day. But I don't think I want to post em. They're not really nice.

That was a long paragraph. So, this shall be a short one.

Reached Jabez's house at about 6.45pm. KFC was good. Table Tennis with a chinaman was good. Getting the Thanksgiving rehearsal pictures was good. Fo real, the pics are really nice other than the clarity. And thats why theres a sexaye picture on top. NO, not the spiderman one. The one where Im tying my shoelace in mid-air. Okay. That was bitten. Oh wells. Theres more where that came from. May post up if Im in that kind of mood.

Anyways, sent Shawn off to Canada. Superstar exit yo! Oh, and Popeye's has real good fries. Damn. So, as you can see, I was real tired last night. As I am now. The night of 1st September 2009, Teachers' Day. So, heres an overdue thanks: Thank you teachers who have made me into who I am now, even though it wasn't really the teachers but more of the friends, but that dosen't matter, since its Teachers' Day, not Friendship Week. Lazy day.

Okay. That was just the intro. Now for the real stuff I want to post. Well, last week, through the exams and et cetra, I've been reliving my little boy days. With the downloading of the 5CD Half-Life pack. Unfortuantely, the pixels for the game are so damn small, they only fit 1/4 of the screen. Shooted. Tried downloading free demo/trial/fake games from the Internet like how I used to do in p6. But every single game failed. Oh wells. Guess it wasn't meant to be.

On the topic of games, Family Guy: Uncensored. Its a game for the handphone, and boy is it way fun. 5 really challenging levels that bring the player into fustration but yet again with the need to complete the cootieed game. The complicated controls plus the insane off the hook graphics all add up to a top class dopeass game. And I strongly recommend all to play it once. No, wait. At least 5 times. I've already completed mine 7 times. And I still want more of it. You see, this is a great game worth playing over and over. Its so fun it lasted me a braincruching mindsmashing thoughtripping 7 minutes and 23 seconds to complete. So, GO! And get yourself this game.

Now, back to business. 'Vintage'. That word keeps popping up. Whether its on a book or a paper or on the computer or wherever, I have seriouslt seen it more than 5 times over the last week. This must be a sign. But what does it mean? What is it trying to tell me? What is its message? Go figure.

Well, Im really tired now. Its 1.13am and I've finished an Emaths1 practice paper. And that has exhausted me out. So its time to hit the hay. Damn. Im really biting people off in this post. Blahristo! Oh, I've decided to post the photo just for old times sake. Here it is.

Zeppelins are the way of the future

.Songs I can't sing

From Jasmine's bday chalet.

It was meant to be a formal photo, but everyone pang seh me.

Okay. This is a short post. Just shout out: somebody sing for me! *Hint Hint* I've got 2 songs which I don't have the stamina for. I die out at the 1st chorus. WTH! But yea. Someone don't have Prelims like me and think you can sing better than this guy, tell me yea? It'll work. I just know it.

Oh another thing. Gwendolyn and Selena came again. Finally! Ah, but I had to play for bilingual, plus my class only had 2 teachers so, no time for them. Haha. Am I a pedo? They're damn nua! Not my fault!

Alas, this feels weird. Posting this stuff, while I have no idea whether anybody actually comes here. Damn. TAG dammit! I've posted 3 posts without getting a single tag. C'mon! Arrsshh laa! Oh wells, one thing, to all Sec4s who are having/had/going to have their Prelims: 'JUST GIVE UP LA, you know you're gonna fail even if you study. You're hopeless.'

Sunday afternoon.

Great fun, Great games.

.Friday Night

The Sound Machine (2008)

Based on Roald Dahl book.

Well, Prelims have started. Unfortunately, I haven't turned into a toad. A muggertoad. But oh wells. Thank God its not the Os yet. Anyways, theres something which I realised after I posted my last post. You know the 123rd school day coincidence thing? Turns out I was wrong. We had our HCL Oral on the 100th school day not 123rd school day. My bad.

So, stuff I did in the last 5 days. There was the Prom Kings and Queens. Donovan, WeiLiang, Anna, Jerlyn. Yay. They're so not gonna make the Top12. But it won't matter if Prom's in school. No one would go. At least the PSG arn't being shitasses anymore.

English OLevel Oral. Check. Was okay. Conversation was kinda boohoo. I think my reading was dope. I think. But was freaking pekcek. Freaking frigging pekcek. Arrsshhh~! Its times like this when I just want to dig a hole and fill it up with empty soda cans. Oh wells. Its over. Hopefully, some miracle could happen.

Oh, another OLevel thing. Os Chinese results came back. You know what, my A2 in January really wasn't that bad. Poor peeps got B3. Feel bad for them you know. Especially Kelyn. Really sucks. I was sad for them okay. No sacarsm. For real. Sam too. Damn man. Getting back results suck. But, well, Leslie became a man.

So, Prelims are so far okay, I guess. One funny little thing, though, was SocialStudies. You know how we spot the chapters for the SEQ? Well, Yours Sincerely here studied 6 out of the 9 chapters. Happily, he strode into the examination hall, confident that at least one of the 3 questions would be one of the 6 chapters he'd studied. To his delight, as he turned to the back of the examination script, he discovered that all 3 questions were exactly all 3 that he hadn't study. So with a smile on his face, he realised theres no way he could pass. Hurray!

So yea, thats my SSS - Social Studies Story. Anyways, Geog1 was okay. Phew. I really did study for it okay.

That was yesterday by the way. Yesterday also had something else. Jasmine's birthday chalet. It was good I guess. Had fun. Recorded an impromptu song with Joel. Its wicked yo. Seriously. Too bad Abby didn't know the lyrics to Remembering Sunday or Three Cheers for Five Years. Oh and unfortunately, couldn't stay over. It would have been great, but alas, I am having my Prelims now ain't I? So Dexter and Jabez with 8 girls. Damn. Imagine...

Okay. There really isn't much left anymore. Oh, finally can continue watching MonsterRancher. Found a dude who uploads the videos. Yay Hurray! Stupid MegaVideo sucks. No wonder Youtube is owning its ass. All the other video places suckshit. Oh wells. Woohoo to the Youtube guys.

Erm. Faith said my blog is wordy and not fun to read. So, that means in the future when I look back at this blog, I'll be too lazy to read some of the posts. Which means, all this kinda would become pointless. Damn. Is it really too wordy? The tagboard sure isn't. Thats a hint.

Well, Amaths paper up next, accompanied with ELit. Hope the Mockingbird flies with me. Woo Woo~~ Im calling the Mockingbird. Im lame.

Hmmm. Zim Zam Zoom. Got like 5 full songs. Without lyrics unfortunately. I need Prelims to end so can go ZHR(ZhuHouRen)'s house again. Bom chika chika bom bom bom ka, Booya!

Finally on good terms.

Try to spread germs.

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!I am the Boogieman

Cherry Chicken Chopsticks

Well, blogging has become a weekly basis for me. Unfortunately. I always am just too lazy to do so. Alas, more than a week since my last post. Happenings for me coming up ahead.

NDCD. National Day Celebrations Day. Fights of pillows and smses. The Hangover was not bad a show. Worth watching. Theres porn though. YPM, no offence, but was kind of meaningless for me. Went after P&W, and well, cell, wasn't much. Spent NDP at Grandma's house. It was. Okay. Hurray Singapore Idol! The Asian Avril Lavigne ain't that funny really. Honestly, I couldn't laugh. Well, my mundane life. Monday. Subway for lunch. Thats all I can remember. Hurray! Don't regret not partying at Sam's though.

School's back, and boy, are we glad. Couldn't watch GI JOE due to tuition. Happy happy me! Puay Khim hinted. Parenting. It was really difficult to realise that she was hinting. Really difficult. She disguised her voice so darn well! Oh, listed out Coral Memoirs. Realised my PA days were really quite important. Phases in games were great too. Chapteh, Eraser etc. Those stuff. 6/1 6/2 soccer rivalry was cool too. Thinking back is fun!

Horror story in Vivien's phone. 17 messages long. Will post it up when I get hold of the story. Health check too. Don't touch me there! Oh, I slept from 7pm to 7am. Nothing else worth mentioning.

Sexaye writings day! I drew Kevin (Anna)! He was bullied by SunLi. Double Style Set down. Class photos arrive. But I didn't get any for myself. Oopsies Daisies! Haha. Like I care! But Im sexy in the formal photo. Check it out in Facebook. This is free advertising for FB. Oh and LiXuan is so jealous of me! Monster Rancher!

Yes. Monster Rancher. Memories of it flood in when I see it. My childhood cartoon. And, no, its not a Pokemon or Digimon biter. It was dee OR-REE-GEE-NALL! Came out earlier than them. And though its dialogue, storyline and characters aren't that great, nothing beats the original. Like 987FM, Originators Never Imitators. Yeps. Posers suck! Booooo Posers~! Haha. For real. Mocchi Cannon owns your red fire extinguishers!

Samurai Jack. Best Cartoon Network show ever. Better than PPG. Found a place to watch it all over again. But, its not that enjoyable watching all over again on the com, especially when we're naturally more kan cheong on the com compared to on the tv. Boy, does Samurai Jack delay and drag the whole damn thing. But thats just why it was great. Was depressing when Cartoon Network stopped all its broadcasts of Samurai Jack. Watcha!

Childhood Cartoons. Can't forget them eh? Without them, we wouldn't be how we are today. So yea. A list was made on Friday! Top Childhood Cartoons of BenYeo(1993-2009), not in whatsoever order FYI.

-MonsterRancher

-SamuraiJack

-PPG

-SpongebobSquarepants

-Avatar:LegendOfAang

- Ben 10

-FamilyGuy

-TheSimpsons

-Phineas&Ferb

- Xmen:Evolution

-Roly Poly Ollie (is this a cartoon?)

-DragonTales

-BatmanForever

-TheRoadrunner/BugsBunnyShow

-TeenTitans

There you go. Top15. And yes. There is no Pokemon or Digimon. Why? Because I watch dee OR-REE-GEE-NALL! Haha. So, ate BigFish that night. Dad's birthday you see. Swordfish. Not that nice unfortunately. But, boy, is their Fish&Chips the best. By far! Really dopeass man. Oh and one more thing, I realised that on our 123rd day in school, it'd be the first day of our English 'O' Oral. And just last year, on the 123rd day in school, we were having our HCL 'O' Oral. Coincidence? I think NOT! Haha. The Incredibles.

Yesterday's Career Fair thing was better than I expected/thought.

Today. Gwendolyn and Selena didn't come! D: So sad! Oops. Shouldn't be showing favouritism. But... They come only once in 6 months sia! So sad you know. Had fun with them one week earlier. Oh wells... So, here I am blogging instead of studying. My Prelims are so going WooHoo! Im putting sliced apples in my mouth like a Chubby Bunny!

One last thing before I end of this post.

Only stupid people don't understand, as demonstrated from my experiment with Anna. Haha Vivien!

Well, drew this during the Chem test last week. I got 10 for the test in the end. So, yay me! 10/10 siol! :D

Oh, and I feel like joining the songwriting thing from my church just for the fun of it. Don't know if I should. Got to study lei. Oh wells. Will see how. But Jasmine should be getting some oomphffs on Friday! I think.

Oh and remember to click a Reaction below the post. Its just for the fun of it! You know what to do!

Move your body to the beat.

Dance to the music.

Watch out.

Cuz the BOOGIEman is here!

.Recapping another week lost

If love really was that convenient that just the girl next door could be the one, how simple it will all be.

Okay. First things first. Stuff of the past is, well, in the past. No more. Okay, I've said that a hell lot of times. But this is for real. Can't comfirm that what it really is over, but time will show. Really doubt anything will pop yet again. So, yea. Goodbye.

So, been like one week since I last posted a pointless post. Heres a recap. For you, me and everyone else in the world.

Friday, the guitar dudes return! Aww yea. Bet all the guitar people missed us. Yes people. After 6 months not stepping inside the magical land of the guitar room, we've done it again, for the last time. The wonderful amazing happy interesting memories flood back each step. Totally. But for real, thinking back at the 4 years in guitar, I just got to say, "Wow." Many stuff happened actually. But those stuff will be posted some other time. For now, its just about the last week.

So, after that magical moment, went all the way to E-Hub with Sexy Boy. Chatted, chilled and conversed for 3 hours waiting for the ass called Qin Hui. But eventually, we got the tickets for BOTY ASIA 2009. Damn. I've still got the tickets you know. So anyways, talked a hell lot that night. And that all that talking helped a freaking lot. Realised lots of stuff over the past 7 months that I hadn't really thought of before. But now, its all clear that what happened is all for the better. Thanks to Sexy Boy and Shit Ass.

Saturday was BOTY ASIA 2009 day. And, boy, was it dope. All Area deserved it in the end. Had thought is was Gamblerz for the taking. But when I rewatched, I realised why they lost. Anyways, had a real good time there. Bboyed a little near Vinson's house before meeting Bez at the bus stop unexpectedly. Reached home close to midnight.

Oh oh oh, I was on TV that night. Thank you very much. Fast-Forwarding to Monday, the first thing someone said to me that day? "Eh Benedict! I saw you on news on Saturday night leh!" Thank you HuiLu. And for the rest of the day, Im a celebrity. Heh. Not. But it was cool appearing on the TV. I think its my first time. Back to the woohoos.

Sunday was feel-like-an-extra day. After the Prayer Meeting, met Bez and Vanessa. Extra extra me... Blah blah. Went to the Indoor Stadium at 6+. Alisha joined us. Triple extra me! Well, FOP really showed us why Singaporeans go for it. Really showed us. Im so damn proud of us. So damn proud. Im pretty sure the thousands going next year won't go because of Planetshakers. Im pretty darn sure. So, had a ride home with my parents while they sent home the 3 girls. Hurray.

Monday. Had fun throwing the Primary School colourful sugar icing biscuits in 4H like all the dumbasses were like the seals in the Zoo during feeding time. Haha. Played ball in school til 6. Did a halfmoon! Damn man. Oh, and the Sec3s got some kpkb mofs. Had LOTS of fun playing with their ULTRA COOL faces.

Tuesday was SHIT. After tuition at 8.30am, had no mood to do much about anything but watch videos. No, not porn. Watching stupid shows like 'Borat'. Wasted one day just like that. Hurray.

Yesterday was crap. Played ball again. Top scorer! Heh. Lame. Unfortunately, I slept at 10.15pm and only woke up the next day at 7.17am. Wow. Hurray hurrah! I had only 3 minutes to get ready and get out the front door to school. But I managed to do it! Aww yea. Only didn't bathe. But Im pretty sure many of you smelly people don't usually bathe before going to school.

So, today only had tests before recess. Yay. Both were so damn easy. Spent half the time slacking my ass off. SunLi didn't come. Thats a plus. Oh but, while I was shitting during Geog, some brilliant guy decided to wash his smelly ass after taking a shit. And the toilet got wet with shit ass water. Thanks smart boy. His shit wasn't nice smelling either. Health Insurance is an issue. Thanks to the shit ass unfortunate circumstance of my class, we were the only ones who had extra lessons today. Hurray Hurrah. Watching all those idiots walk around mocking me. Arrsshh. It was good that I got an 80% for my Emaths mock test/exam thing. Unfortunately, all that was left was me and XingKai to do no shit but play some crap ball with some lower sec boys for 10minutes. Lonely boys.

Okay, so just yesterday I was going through Facebook trying to find some of my Primary School friends and it made me think back to the then. Not many people really know my Primary School history. I have a dark history. Like Batman and The Joker. Im dark. I was a nerd by the way. A nerd. Wow. Wonder if the Primary people still remember me. It'd be real cool if they did, especially some people I just remembered of yesterday. I was different in Primary School. Boy, was I different. Woah. Thought of some stuff, like PA (yes I was in PA), Prefect shit, Green house stuff, plus the scandals. And yes I was as scandalous as ever. Still never understood why so many girls like me back then. Wow. Im such an arrogant Bastard. Haha. But for real, I was a nerd who had cool friends. Yep. I was weird. Im not anymore. I hope... But anyways, I really want to have like a reunion thing so I can see how everybodys grown. Bet some people have become really chio. Cuz I can name some. Heh. Oh wells, it'd be cool if we did have that reunion thing end of this year. Cuz it'll be the end for most of our Secondary School and 4 years since we graduated. Okay, 4 isn't that great a number. Maybe next year. When its 5 years later. That'd be cool. Time really passes. Woah. Memories of my dark deprived childhood.

Haha. That seemed like I was some abused child who had to go through a dysfunctional family with problems you can't imagine. But of course, thats not true. Will talk about my past in the future. Heh. Oh talking about abused children, thanks Vivien for the MJ book. Though I may be too lazy to read it. Oh wells, its a chim book okay. Is MJ innocent? I don't care if hes already gone. Seriously... Who will ever find out the truth? I wonder.

Check out Gabe Bondoc. Hes one heck of a Singer/Musician/Songwriter. Oh. Tomorrow maybe a soccer all the way day. Hmm. Thats not too a good a thing. Prelims in 2 weeks! Shit. Screwed. Wake up dudes! Os arn't that far off you know. I got to study! Somebody motivate me to study! Arrsshh. Oh anyways, theres a show on tonight that has something to do with the upcoming NDP. Has Sam from Fighting Spiders, which is to me, the best ever drama broadcasted on Mediacorp. So, Im gonna watch the show. Oh, its called 'No place like Home', or something like that. Should be cool. It'd better be cool.

One more thing, the Double Fillet O Fish isn't all that great! Dang. What a disappointment! 2 fillets don't make things better. I need more cheese. Oh and tartar sauce! Yep. Oh man, this reminds me of my crapping shit days back during the second half of last year in my http://www.raging-freak.blogspot.com/ blog. So digressive and random. Miss those times. Guess they weren't too bad.

Oh and note to Vivien and WeiTing, its getting irritating with your attempts to make me see the class in your light. I just can't, and just is too stubborn to try because I've tried it before and it ain't that wonderful. So, just give up. Thanksies! :D

I was right wasn't I? You really won't ever see your mistake. No point repeating it. Have been telling you for more than half a year. Nothing I can do anymore if you don't accept anything. Calling you will just end up with you shutting the hell up when you're not suppose to, and me being disappointed. Again. Like all the other times. And stop using surface level excuses, you know it was more than what it was supposed to be. Now, I can see why its easy to stop loving someone. The more you retaliate, the easier it gets. Oh and, try to read properly and don't put words in my mouth. Tatas.

!Sandy

Love my Sandy. The only darling girl I can trust.

Seriously, only shes been as cute as pie and there for me even when ALL other girls be real bitches to me. For all my secondary school life.

She never lets me down. And if she could understand English, dang, would she know how much shit I've been through this few years.

I really can't count on anyone else you know. As in other than God.

Plus shes so damn cute and cuddly and all those kinds of stuff people buy dogs for.

I mean, who wouldn't love her??

Tribute to my lovely sexy dog. But, NO, she is not dead. I just really realised how everytime something real cocked up happens to me because of a girl, I somehow find some kind of comfort with her. Thanks Sandy!

Okay. Thats just weird. Anyways, this is not an emo post. Since I really can't take it. And I don't want to say anything I'd regret. Plus, this wound is probably one which time won't heal. Unless, of course, time could turn back. But duh... No way.

But anyways, Monday went to play soccer. It was okay, I guess. Was in Adriel's team against Chim's. Won. Should have scored one even though I was defender. But what the heck. It was kinda fun. I don't like field! Oh, and Old Chang Kee actually isn't that bad. Im such a lagger...

Tuesday was tuition day. So obviously didn't do anything after school. The Channel8 show is funny. Really. Oh before I forget, there was Emaths test. Should be getting full marks.

Today was a normal day which I've been missing for a hella long time. 2 tests. What a stupid joke. After school went with Javier, Joseph and Deon to Tampines KFC instead of playing ball. Was not in the mood to. But, the Banditto is back! Okay, yes, I am so lagged. But its been 2 freaking years since I ate a Banditto. And if you ever read my 2007 blog, you'll see how often I used to eat the Banditto per week. Which is really freaky. But its really nice. Never got sick before. Never going to get sick now. 'But... Its better!' And it really is! Its bigger now. And the roti's crispier this time. Aww yea.

Oh talking about roti, just remembered I sent a msg to Rotti for FOP. Yep. FOP is back again. Hope its even better than last year. Cuz last year's one was actually really great, even though the Friday one which Rotti(which was back then Bowling) went for and so giving a bad impression on them. Damn. But just go this time la guys, k? Steady! Really hope I go all 3 days again like last year. Friday hopefully with Rotti, Saturday with church, Sunday with... I don't know. Oh wells... We'll just see whether Im really meant to go all 3 days.

Hmmm. Not much to add. But theres the frigging Physics mock exam on Friday. Got to study! But its so difficult! Dang. Oh and I got to stop saying so much vulgarities and profanitites and other words to categorize all words that are inappropriate in a civilised society. I like just said KNNBCB jokingly today. WOW. Im going cuckoo! Oh wells... Really got to stop. I feel bad when those words fly out of my mouth. Feel damn freaking bad.

Check out 'WongFuProductions' on youtube. Shown to me by Joel. Their movies are not bad. Plus they're independent films. Go Indie! Oh plus, I've been watching some kind of Pokemon FireRed walkthrough for the gameboy. Don't know what so nice about it, but Im kinda addicted. WOW

From clothes to food, from a song to even tuition, I can't stop thinking about you. And its mixed. Part of me is missing you, the other part is just regretting I ever met you. But either way, its all still pain.

But one thing's for sure. Im upset I was so gullible to believe the lies you'd been saying to me. And Im disappointed you just can't see your mistake. But it dosen't matter, cuz I really doubt you ever will.

Oh and FYI, I don't have to chase a girl to show I care and love her. When a guy chases a girl, he's at his fakest. He won't be himself at all. I know. Cuz I've tried. And I hate it.

Also, this is exactly what I'd feared all along. You being fickle. Guess I was right. Guess everyone was right.

But, time can't rewind. And I too won't break my promise since I say what I mean. So I am still gonna love you. Or at least til my Os are over. I know I would, cuz I really can't help it. And it pisses me off. But what can I do? Dosen't matter if its one-sided, you've meant something to me. Plus, I don't lie.

.Im not suppose to let personal emotional stuff get into my posts, but I really can't take it

No Im not. Im not happy at all. I know how sensitive you are to that word, but please just look at yourself. I know its not like I didn't do anything wrong, but please please please hear me out.

Well, firstly, you just told the whole world how you have a thing for someone else. And there pretty much just tells me what I suspected was totally true. And yes, no doubt, me suspecting was really insecure. But, it was true! And come on! You were lying to me! And you're saying Im two-faced?? Pleeeeasee. Think. I've been saying that since Hokkaido. And... Yea, I know you're Sec1. But you think you're really gonna change just cuz you get through yet another birthday? I really doubt so.

And yea, I was wrong. I am fed up with you now. Im fed up how you don't realise it takes 2 hands to clap. Im fed up you say sorry, but I don't see any change. Okay, Im guilty for that too. But think back, dear. Whos been taking responsibility for every quarrel, every fight, every shit? And the winner goes to Yours Sincerely. Thank you very much. I know I've said a hella lot of un-erasable boocrap to you, but am I always at fault?

Also, everything I said in the invisible post was TRUE. I wasn't being sacarstic. Wasn't having any intentions to 'shoot' you. Wasn't expecting you would be so angry to know that I kept something so insignificant for so frigging long, to know I miss you so damn much, to know that even though its been so one-sided I still without any shitting doubt still love you. And Im so damned sorry I do. I was honestly, truly, totally wanting to show you how I still do care, but you just have to go ruin it. Okay, so maybe I wasn't all that clear. So, you want me to tell you now? I do care a hell lot. I've always been, ever since last december. NEVER stopped. No matter how much I really didn't want to anymore. I can't help it. I just love you. Im sorry.

Love always perseveres.

Okay, Im so expecting you to not believe me and take me as an asshole. But... I am absolutely and fully telling the truth. Can't do anything if you don't believe me. Even though I myself didn't believe you, even though that turned out... Oh wells. You hate me...

that hurt like fuck

(:

Thanks. Thanks a whole damned lot. I thought I was right. Really wished I wasn't. But, now I know.

didn't know you were so pucken' pissed though

i really don't want you to say this again, but, damn, you really are a bitch!

Its funny, weirdly, I laughed when I read it. Don't know why. Maybe cuz it seemed like miscomms could happen even if we aren't talking. Its weird. Or maybe we still can't really truly understand each other. Its funny cuz its happening even though we've gone through so much. But I guess, I mumble. Thing is, I don't expect you to chase me. Though it'll make things so much easier, like back then. Haha. But I know you won't. So not gonna have any wishful hopes up. And well, I guess it is a pity that I don't chase girls. But no point chasing a girl who already chose the opposite way right? But you're right. I think God, too, wants me to take intiative. Just yesterday's speaker at the Hillsongs concert told us that "Guys are suppose to take the initiative in a romantic relationship. So all you single ladies just sit there and be pretty. Cuz if a guy dosen't have the guts, the courage, the man-ness to walk over the auditorium to ask you out, he is not good enough for you." Haha! I just dissed myself. Oh wells, I guess its true. Im not good enough for you. Unless, God meant me to be taking initiative for another girl. Though I don't think I know who she is. Time will tell its tale eh? Haha. Really wonder how many songs I've wrote for you, about you, to you. Wonder if you remember the first one. Doubt you do. Its been, weirdly, exactly 222 days ago since you 'heard' it. Haha. Yes darling, I am one sentimental idiot. Im so stupid to post this on my blog. But, dear, I've still got the Strepsils box you gave/bought me exactly 10 days before the song. Haha! Im totally wondering if you remember any of these. It'd be really sweet if you did. But, theres a limit to how sweet you can get eh? Haha. Oh, and before I forget. You're right you know. I am playing your game against you. Im sorry. I had hoped for it to turn out better, but when the moment came... You know how my mind can go blank when I see you. So Im sorry, didn't know what to do! Oh wells, I do miss you, you know. And one thing that really hits the nail: the 5 minutes in front of the piano. Haha. That could be the title of a song! Alas, wondering if you understand me. Oh and by the way, sorry, but no actions gonna be taken by me for now. Sorry. Kinda really want to, but you know, got to do the mature thing that Im expected to do. Focus on my Os, though Im not really doing that by posting such a long invisible post thats meant for only one person to read. Haha. Oh wells. Love is patient.

The Maine - Into Your Arms

Im fallin' in love

But its fallin' apart

I need to find my way back to the start

When we were in love

Oh things were better than they are

Let me back into

Into your arms

Into your arms

PS. Is that 'get a life please' meant for me?

lovin' ya!

.Bros before Hoes

Yep. You heard it.

Bros before Hoes.

Yes. Now its all about the guys and screw off the girls for me. Haha. Explain in a while.

So my last post was really out of the blue and stuff. Had no link whatsoever with what happened this week. So, now is the time to encore the events.

First, Monday. What a screwed shit day. Highlight of that day: Harry Potty and the Sexy Boy. Yeps. I've watched that show without reading or watching any of the series, well, except the Birdie one. So, this one is my 2nd one. First one was back in Sec2. Watched the Birdie one. So, yea. Barely knew who was who except Hermoine. Damn. But anyways, unfortunately for me, everyone else had either extra lessons or a retest. So lonely me had to wait a hella long for them. But in the end, watched the 4pm show. Ended at around 6.45pm. Was so-so. Not that great except that Emma is fricking hot! Had to go through lotsa shit at home, which hence caused it to be a screwed shit day. And there goes me using chim words like 'hence' and 'to'.

Tuesday. Was even worse than Monday. Easy to summarise in one word. Tuition.

Wednesday. School ends at 12.30! Damn. Is O levels a frigging blessing or what! Well, played bball with many 4H people plus TingWei, Meng, MC, Javier. Really crapped my pants and shoes up. Stupid slippery floor. What a stupid predicament. I think I spelled that wrongly.

Epic Day = 230709, Thursday. What a day. I officially ended my record of not going to canteen during recess after 108 consecutive times. Oh damn. Beat that suckas! But yes darlings, I stepped into the canteen for the first time this year during recess. And guess what, I found back the joy of having a proper recess. Instead of stoning in class eating biscuits and bread, I have broken free of the curse that is my class. What an awesome feeling! Seriously, it felt hella great. Anyways, stupid extra lessons. Why does my shitass class always have extra lessons while the rest can slack off like mofos?? So in the end, the only person I could find to go home with was Micah. Yep. Oh and composed and wrote a song! And one word. CO-LEH-BO-RA-SHERN. Don't get it? Let me spell it out. C-O-L-L-A-B-O-R-A-T-I-O-N. Aww yea. Quite a cool feeling you know. My recording software thing is dope, but freaking difficult to use. Oh wells... Its fun! Epic!

Deon = Cute Bear.

WTF

Today. Not bad a day. Other than the 5 and a half hours I was in the dipshit classroom. Went canteen during recess. Again. What a breath of fresh air! What a fun and enjoyable place! What a polar opposite of my booboo class! Seriously... You have NO IDEA. How I wish I could change my class. That 45minutes in the canteen with the dudes was like a fricking shit load much better than the 5 and a half hours in that excretion class. Anyways, Geog test was really fun! Played soccer for like 3 or 4 hours. Been a long time since I did such shit. Oh, I've still got some skills. Hehe. Plus I now know I have a rather inconsistent form. And there I go with the act english pro shit. But you know whats really pro shit? Me curling the ball through Adriel and Chim. Thats pro. Plus a feel-good save from Qin's shot. A feel-freaking-good-after-saving-the-shot save. All 11 of them had to cheong for our dear Mr Ah Eng so they wouldn't have to climb the backgate, while I calmly strolled out the main gate. Aww YEA!

So yea. Actually been quite a good week. And if you haven't noticed, I haven't mentioned any girl's name so far at all. Well, except Hermoine and Emma. But that dosen't count. So, see. Im such a bro kind of guy now. Totally man. Im like a freaking Michael Chiang now! And guess what, this feeling actually isn't all that bad. Yep. Bros before Hoes, man. I know this is gonna sound so freaking gay, but I realise how much I miss hanging out with the cooler dudes. Omg. Thats so gay. But anyways, I haven't been chilling with any of them for a real long time. How much stuff I missed out. Feel like a freaking loser you know. But anyways, Im back, and Im here to rock your shit. So yea, for now, its all about the guy friends, and I don't have any more commitments to any girl anymore. Woah. Its the first time since primary school that I don't have a close girl friend or anything more than that. So, WOW. Oh and also, some girls in my class becoming really KPKB and cold to me. Can guess why. But I don't care. Stupid class with stupid people. Okay, not all. But ALMOST all.

Okay. This post is all about the long paragraphs sia. Wondering if anyone would read the whole thing. Oh wells... Its not really for you to read, its for myself. Oh and you know what, bastardishly, I really want the KPKB girls and whoever else from this indespicable class to read this post. Seriously. GET A LIFE LOSERS.

HAHA. I am such an asshole.

.The Good Ole Days

Back then... Wow...

We all looked real damn young eh. Look at... Our hair! Our shorts! Our faces! Quite cool eh...

Heh.

Anyways, this post is like not gonna be much cuz like its already 4am. Plus theres like hcl test tmr (or later in the morning). But anyways, this post is like kinda for me thinking back during Sec2. Was it a great year or what...

Oh and by the way, this is kinda cuz of Miss Ng's birthday last friday. Yea. I know I forgot to mention it in my last post.

Anyways, went back to 2007 looking at all the pictures from 2D. Beijing, Show and Tell, and all those stuff.

But yet again, it wasn't the events that year which made it great, it was the people. Yea.

2D really was the coolest class ever eh. Seriously... Heh. Really miss the times eh. Guess when I leave AHS next year, I'd miss 2D the most. More than 1C, and definitely more than 3/4B (no offence). We were just too great.

Oh and all lots of stuff that happened then can be read from: http://benyeo2007memories.blogspot.com/ Yeps. From the KKH fall to the thankyous. Check it out. Gives the goosebumps.

Woah. I think I suddenly kinda miss Lihui. Oops...
Anyways, don't feel like typing anymore, should try to get some sleep.Heres the picture from Friday. 2 years after the picture on top. Watch us GROW!

Oh and by the way, check this guy out on youtube. 'youmefriend722'. Cheena looking Korean boy with AngMoh voice.

.Flarey Darey

Heres proof my flares arn't as shit as before.

Yea. And heres me promising myself in front of all who ever come to this pathetic excuse of a blog: I'll be ripping flares and mills by prom. No kidding. See me own the floor.

Haha. Anyways, been some time since I posted. Don't know if people ever come here, so please tag if you do. Just say a 'tagged!' or whatever suits your mood. If not a bit sian la hor...

So, the past week's been okay. And by okay I mean I amazingly managed to finish a zuo wen in 2 periods, studied much more than Anna or Nowelle but pretty much did a hell lot more than them in the SS test, did a crapped shit cover of 1,2,3,4 with Javier MC & Deon, had a hell lot of fun playing Texas Poker on Facebook and reached the top10, and had a real hard time trying to get over stuff. Though, Im still trying. Yeps, its sucks for me more than you know.

'Mister, I'll make a man out of you.'

I sure hope so.

Woah. I just realised there really isn't much else to post about since I just summarised everything. I think... Hmmm. Well, I've been figuring out the melodies for many of the songs from Boys over Flowers. Moreorless know how to play 'Almost Paradise' chorus on guitar and piano. Its much nicer slow you know. Just an FYI.

Oh one thing. Found it out while walking home tonight. Was thinking about us, or "us". So, turns out I think God's been trying to tell me not to get involved with any girls during Sec sch. I mean since Sec1 til now, every relationship's failed or the girl confesses too late. Okay, not confessing to the girl I like is kinda pussy shit. But what the heck. I don't like chasing girls... And anyways, its not me chasing girls. Its girls chasing me.

:D

Haha. Stupid.

But true.

Wish I could sing better. Wanna play guit better too. Ahla... I wanna play everything better. Including the guzheng. Juen Juen, teach me~!

David Choi looks really bored though he sings well.

i know ur just gonna get all pissed if i say this, but dear, i wanna forget you. and find another girl that isnt you. i know im such a bastard. you said it urself. but anyways, it really isnt that bad eh? since you've already ran away with whoever before i did anything like that. so tata my dear. still love you, but dont think you do anymore. told you before that i dont like chasing girls. though you mean so much to me. sorry. i really am. bye. and like how we used to say, missing you lots and lots! oh and you can still sms if you ever want, we're still friends k? right?

.The Light behind that Cloud

Think happy thoughts... Think happy thoughts...

I really want to post emo stuff now. But I promised myself before that I won't do that on this blog. So I won't. Haiz...

Anyways, the picture courtesy of whoever was holding on to Jasmine's camera on the way to Sam's birthday chalet. Not bad picture bahs. And it does mean something to me now. Ahlas, never mind that. I can't emo, I can't emo...

Well, been a really long time since I posted. Last Monday night. Which means I haven't posted about me getting sick. So anyways, I got sick on Tuesday after my tuition (I must be allergic). Didn't go school on Wednesday and Thursday. So I got through the worst days of the week by not going to school. Thats a hell of a great way to get by those 2 days. Stupid midweek mofos. Anyways, my temperature got quite high up to 39.4C. Thats quite high you know, my brain got fried.

Javier Deon MC came over on Friday to jam. Wow. That was great, considering Deon and MC don't know how to play shit. Haha. But Deon can sing (:O) and MC has mad skills on the keys (wtfs). Anyways, Deon's learning bass from me for prom. Wow. Prom's less than half a year leh. Deon ain't got much time.

But talking about prom. Really anticipating that day sia. It'd better be great. No. It'd better be AWESOME. Seriously man... Sec3 SCs better buck up. That'll be like our official last day together as Sec4s. But anyways, we'd better get the best prom ever. Ever.

So anyways, on Friday I also discovered that some Chicken Alfredo pasta from Simpang is really nice. BUT on Sunday I discovered it wasn't so nice when bought takeaway and in double portion. Saturday was blah. So was Sunday.

So, Monday this week. Puck it. and puck Tuesday too. Puck my screwed up life. Puck it real bad. Puck the fact that I can never get a successful relationship with you. Really want to. But got to face the pucking facts i guess. Im such a stupid pucker. Honestly didn't realise how pucked up it'd become until today. Pucking mouth can't stop yabbering shit. Puck it. I feel like Im in a see-saw. Don't know what to think, don't know what to do. Left or Right. Yes or No. Right or Wrong. Puck my pucking life. Dosen't feel like its worth living. Everyday I go to school wondering why Im alive. Everybody I come home realising I shouldn't be. Puck.

Im sorry I love you

.Boring weekdays, Busy weekends and Quarantinasm

Okay this picture was taken quite a while back. During Joel's birthday party. Sorry but I haven't been taking many new pictures.

So, anyways, been quite some time since I posted eh. Oh wells... The title says it. The weekdays were a real bore for me, even when I went to play bball on Friday. Oh but one good thing is that I learnt of a game thats kinda fun to play. Its called 'Blockhead'. Go google it. Oh, but its only fun if you play with a friend. Check it out. Kan Cheong Shit.

So anyways, the past weekend was great for me I guess. Saturday had 3 rehearsals: YPM, JAM Outreach Skit, PP. Guess it was a busier than usual day. Realised something during the PP rehearsal and I really got to put some thought into it. Im really wondering whether its a sign or a test. Don't know yet. But I kinda really got to know soon. I've got to PRAY.

So anyways, Sunday was Nowelle's birthday. Was the FIRST to wish her Happy Birthday. Plan fail, but I think I redeemed it. Alas, no one gets it... Sunday. Played for PP, and acted in the Skit. Actually, acting is fun! It seriously isn't that difficult. So, CM was snacking day. Old Skool tidbits! Sui~!

With Wenky, walked Abigail to 12 bus stop. Then, went Bedok to eat a painfully difficult-to-eat McSpicy. Shit in Library. Cut my hair real short. Diam about the sideburns. They'll grow. And anyways, I DO have a fringe. I even bet its longer than yours! So went grandma house, then to Nowelle's house for her 'party(?)'. Played games(?). Eat Cake. Blah... Wasn't too bad. Went home at about 2am. Long time since I went home so late. Damn...

Today was another boring day if not for the fact that we called.

So anyways, last week has been like what the hell. First ShiRi, then Joel. Quarantinasm. H1N1 ain't that bad, is it? Ahla, I want to get quarantined! But only on weekdays. Its been WAY tooo long to miss this weekend. Well, school's starting and Im dreading it. Stupid extra lessons and all those shit they've come up with. Oh and Im gonna talk to Jimmy tmr. I CAN'T WAIT.

You know, actually I wanted to post more. But, I can't. Im too damn tired. Tired from doing 2maths papers. And its time to sleep and hope Im able to slow down time by a million times, so I can sleep long enough to wake up...

Oh and one last thing, STUPID PIMPLES! Don't you dare say a thing when you see 'em..

Nothing to say this time

Yesterday was Sam's birthday. Had a hell lot of fun last night at his birthday chalet. Dude, it was good, man. Do it again next year! Cuz you'd better remember all of us when you go JC. Not gonna elaborate cuz most of you were there, if not i doubt you give a shit about what happened.

Anyways, its really boring being stuck at home. I need to get out of here! Most of all, I got to do my homework. Study dates anyone? Oh and the Swensens' thing. I STILL WANT! Dudes, help me! I really really can't complete anything at home. Blah... Stupid facebook. Oh yea, do my quiz thing guys. Its real easy, no sweat at all. Thanks dudes.

So anyways, I've got the PK video from Student Camp. Anybody want it, can ask from me. But erm... Hotmail dosen't seem to allow me to send through email. So, only through MSN. But anyways, Jinni's suppose to post it up on her blog. So, be patient and it'll be there. Oh and yesterday's BBQ pics with Jinni and Joneh and Jasmine. All 'J's. Haha. I've got some pics too. Considered posting 'em. But, gonna have to wait hell long before they're all uploaded. Plus I don't look to good in 'em. Stupid hair so messy when I perspire.

Oh, and some gratitude to Nowelle. Know you were really really tired, but what you said really made sense. Damn. Thanks.

I know I said I wasn't upset and all, but honestly, I was. Im sorry I kinda lied. But I know that if I was, I would be one immature freak. So, I kept it from you. The thing was that I was kinda disappointed, really wanted to spend time with you, you know. But... You're right, it wouldn't be such a great idea. Just not for now. Stupid me. Im sorry. I guess I really am too immature.

Oh, and it sucks waiting for your replies. Killing me.

.Heres the Videos

MJ's 2001 'Billie Jean' performance in New York.



KevJumba's Michael Jackson rant.

Heres the videos I promised earlier. Watch them though it may take some time to load, its worth it!

Anyways, may post again later. Hmmm... Just had some stuff hit me again, so I just got this need to post about it in case I forget. Oh, heard of this band 'The Notwist'. Seems like a nice band. Check 'em out.

.Thank God

Well, there was school today. Hurray hurrah! Oh, I did NOT get caught for my hair. Hah! I didn't even get caught for my striped socks or for wearing PE shirt or not doing any homework. So, phew, Thank God. Nobody believes my hair can be like Yi Zhang's! Damn. But anyways, school was really really boring today if not for the fact that i found out SOME stuff from LiXuan and Kelyn. That was fun. I guess. And boy am I shocked! :O <- see thats my shocked face.

After school, was contemplating (WOW a chim word!) whether to go Sam's chalet or not. In the end, thought I could go with YunXuan and Nowelle to buy his present, but turns out I couldn't, so Im stuck at home, bored and thinking whether or not I should go the chalet later at night. Blah... Either way, I can't wait for the BBQ tmr. Sucks to be going school. Sucks MORE to be stuck at home for the whole day. Dang.

Oh but I'll be looking forward to SOMETHING else. :D Hopefully, it'll be this week. But whether or not, I can't wait! :D

Oh, another thing, I want to go to Swensens this week! For the one-for-one lunch special. Anybody want to spend lesser for more this week? Im free!! I really want to eat my beloved Crayfish Pasta! Haven't eaten it for almost a year already. Omg, I want I want! Somebody? Anybody?

Anyways, something I wanted to post about yesterday but couldn't because of the hair thing. MJ's passing. D: When I heard the news, I just was so shocked and stunned by the upsetting news. Its like the kind of feeling that you can't believe that something like that happened, and you just sit or stand or squat or stay in whatever position you were in, and just don't move and slowly absorb the unfortunate news.

I truly, honestly am VERY sad. I can't believe the King of Pop is gone. We're never gonna see the PERFECT MOONWALK for real ever again. NEVER. Can you believe it? I can't. And seriously, there has NEVER been anyone who could do that move as good as him. Not even close. Damn. The Grandpapa of Pop Cult Music. Without him, there wouldn't be EVERY single artiste (singer or dancer or whatever) there is now. We'll still be in the era of Elvis Presley. Budding performers won't have a target to aim. There wouldn't be this target we can all aim to be. Legendary. No one has ever and will ever reach MJ's landmark point in the entertainment ladder. Omg. He was... THE SHIT! I mean... Ah, you get it.

Even though I only really saw the brillance of MJ last year, it totally shook my life. I saw this one performance in New York from 2001. It was the 'Billie Jean' one. And I have never seen a performance like it in my life. Incredible! I'll try to put it on here later.

Anyways, JonLajoie was SOOO right. He says of the media being hypocrites, because they once labelled MJ 'Wacko Jacko', but when he died, they say he's a legend and all. HYPOCRITES! And, from my perspective, with little evidence, MJ is NOT a pervertic paedophile. I mean, WTFH! Honestly, I can't totally rule out the fact that theres still a possibility that MJ was really this gay chikopeh the media potrayed him as, but in the end, he really was charged as NOT guilty. But as a result of all the media scrutiny (another chim word!), MJ has been labelled as this weirdo freak shit. Crap! Don't you find it unfair for him? So, all haters, screw your shit! Anyways, about his plasticness, it apparently wasn't totally his fault, go watch KevJumba's video. I know KevJumba is a crap boy, but they are real facts about what happened. Will put it up later. So, yea. MJ is a legend, assholes!

Haha. Okay, that whole thing was kinda blown up to proportions. But it was moreorless true. I mean Im not fuming mad at the media's criticism, but they did do those shit. Oh wells... Oh, and MJ sang a song with my name as the title. Go search: Ben by MJ. Its a real nice song. No kidding.

Anyways, not meant to be an ad, but Sheila's blog's playlist is nicee~ Now don't have to keep listening to my same old boring songs. Thanks, I guess!

Haha. Anyways, I just remembered Anna and me are suppose to get treated to ice skating. Hmmmm....? Haha. I want! Damn long never go already! Haiya, but alas, not much time left. Anyways, this week's happenings: Sam's BBQ(lotsa people going, like angmoh party sia!), Swensens(pleeeeease), SOMETHING(maybe? hopefully), Blading(!! I want!). Hmmm... That should be it. Damn, that sucks. Alas, last week of hols. TRY TO ENJOY! Tmr's school, gotta pray for it! Ahhhh!! Scared of SunLi! Hah!

.Sometimes my mouth a bit big

ARRSSSHHHH my school!!! Why must there be school tmr?? GUAI LAN GUAI LAN GUAI LAN GUAI LAN, GUAI LAN!!! That whole thing can actually be sung. Ahla, Im damn pekcek now and stuff. Should have STFU and don't tell my parents that have school tmr until tmr. Dang! Sometimes my mouth a bit big. Oh wells...

Why I don't want to cut, you may ask? Well, because I've been keeping it for 3 months, and thats quite a lot, to me, okay. And, seriously, its starting to look like Yi Zhang's one. I think his name is Yi Zhang. Aiya, hes the guy with black hair from Boys Over Flower. No kidding, my hair just need to be a little bit thicker, then SUI~ lo. But this bloody school just had to crash the celebrations. Wa, I really want to scold the naughty word, but i won't! Instead, I shall, "ARRSSSHHHH!!!" Eh a bit like Qin one, but what the heck. ARRSSSHHHHH!!!

Chikopeh from chiko land

Is not wearing pants

Who is this chikopeh?

He is the person who make all the Sec4s come back to school on Monday and Tuesday.

That bloody rhymed. Word. Ah, Im really damn sian now. Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah! Plus plus, I PROMISED someone that I'll still have long hair by next Saturday. And real MEN don't break promises! Seriously... Screwed school. Thought I could tahan it for one more year. Well, guess I CAN'T! Stupid stupid doo da deyyyy. I seem so high now. Maybe I am.

POONARMII~

On a different note, I had fun the last few days. Well, except for Thursday. Thurday was crap. Friday was a REAL good day. Woot woot for the toot toot! Saturday was okay i guess. And today wasn't that bad til tuition and the cut hair shit.

Xia Lan school

Go eat my doo doo!

Can't take it. I need superpowers! Lalalalala~ Can't wait for the next time I go out! Sam's BBQ? No no no. The next day I go out better be TOMORROW. Can't stand this shithole. No offence, to no one. GAHH RAHH PAHH...

Jimmy beemy bon beeny banana bom feeny de fee fi fo finey Jimmy.

Song for Jimmy so he'll be kind to me. That rhymed.

Blah... This was suppose to be an emo post. But turns out real crap. Cuz I kept my promise of not posting emo stuff on this blog. Okay I didn't ever say that. But now I say it. So, yea...

I WANT H1N1!!! I WANT I WANT I WANT!!!

H1N1 is the freaking bomb la. I miss him. He helped me. I helped him. We were happy family. Until, somebody stopped spreading him all over Singapore. Boohoo...

Omg Im such a sadist! NOT! Can't take it. Damn I really can't.

Thank God Im not suicidal.... yet....

Hah. NOT. Suicide is STUPID!!! And so are you~!

Crappy post with crappy stuff. I shall end of here.

BUT WAIT, I really got to put this verse here.

Ephesians 6:12

For our stuggle is not against the flesh or blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.

Someone help me with this verse. Totally against how my dad was trying to reason with me to cut my hair!

Thanks.

This has been an orang utan!

.Everythings Transforming

First up, yesterday was the Transformers2:RevengeOfTheFallen opening day. Totally didn't expect to catch it yesterday since the seats at everywhere were selling faster than stuff that sells fast. But Thank God, we managed to get centre row not-bad seats. So, the movie was actually not that bad. Definitely not worth just the half star that the newspapers gave. But it wasn't up to expectations though. Some stuff didn't make sense, like how Qin pointed out. Ah but what the heck. Boom Boom Pow! Explosive show. And there were some funny parts too. Not gonna elaborate. Go catch it yourself.

Oh and by the way, went with Rotti people (Qin, Deon, Vin, YunXuan, Jinni & Nowelle). Poor Sam really wanted to go out yesterday but couldn't in the end. Awww... Haha.

So anyways, starting to watch Boys Over Flower, or more like re-start watching. Cuz I actually already watched a few episodes earlier in March thanks to Anna. But stopped cuz Youtube didn't allow me to. Anyways, Boys Over Flower isn't that bad a show you know. But the freaking Funshion dosen't let me watch in English subtitles so I have to speed read the Chinese subtitles, plus I suck at Chinese so I don't exactly understand everything. Damn. Oh wells, maybe this'll improve my Chinese. Heh. Oh, love JunPyo's "ARRSHH!!!". Heh. Im so gonna perfect that! But I still hate his currypok hair! Okay nothing much about it already.

Err so, I didn't go out today. Wanted to do as much as I can for my Maths tuition homework. Shit. I did do, but not that much. Alas, BLEH! The crapass school is making Monday and Tuesday full school days. Wonderful! I really can't describe how estatic I am! Thanks a lot guys (and by guys I mean DrBoon and whoever made this decision)! Seriously, awesome!

Ah crap. But actually, Nowelle's right. We're quite good to have this AYG holiday thing already, cuz most people do have to go school next week, and its not just for 2 days. So, look on the bright side! I guess... Only problem is that I had planned to do the school homework NEXT week. So, well, Im pretty screwed! Plus, my hair! Woah. At least I can move my hair behind my ears, including my sideburns. Like a freaking girl! Damn. So gonna get screwed by Jimmy. Dang.

Alas, Sam's birthday chalet thing is even more screwed. Sad for you dude. But Im pretty sure the guys will miss school to stayover. Hmm... Doubt I'll be staying. 1.Parents won't allow. 2.I don't exactly want to. Pai seh dude. But sure to go BBQ.

Really really really glad we're totally okay now :D :D :D See, so many smileys with the capital letter 'D', means Im happy. But seriously, Im really very glad that we talked and stuff. Finally! We're friends now right? Hmm... Still love you though.

T is for Today

Today is a Tuesday.

Terrible Tuesday.

Why so, you may ask?

Well, because T is also for Tuition, and Tuition is part of the Terrible T Society.

T is also for TypicalBoringDay.

Staying at home sucks. I need to get out of this place. Famous Amos don't satisfy my bored-out needs. I need fun and excitemet. Blah...

Since Im bored, I shall start typing in Twit.

Whyyxzx? Becuzz T ish alsho forx Twit.

Typiingzx inz Twitz ish so hardx. Iii thiinkxx sOm3 pee0p1e ar3x b0Rnx a Twit. Iii amz noRtzzx.

T is also for TokKongOfAllFightingSpiders,TheRajaLabarLabar.

FightingSpiders is a nice show! Seriously. Everyone should go watch. Damn nice. Thats the only good thing for today. So looking forward to it. So damn bored now.

T is for Tomorrow.

Tomorrow will be a new day. WITH NO TUITION! Tomorrow is the day Transformers:RevengeOfTheFallen opens! I want to watch, not tomorrow then Thursday. I want to go blade too! Its addictive! Tomorrow will be a BRAND new day. I hope...

T is finally for Thinking.

I've been thinking. Thinking about you. Im still unsure. I don't know what you're thinking. I want to know, so I've done some thinking. Maybe what your sister was true. Well, if it was, then now i know. I don't know. I still need to THINK.

B is for BenYeo

B is also for Bboying.

Singapore Bboy Championship 2009. One-on-one: Oneski. Two-on-two: Radikal Brothers. 7-to-smoke: Farhan. And poor Sunshine got 2nd twice, so no air tickets for him.

So anyways, it was at Heeren yesterday (Sunday, 210609) Only me, Qin and YunXuan went. But the battles were dope! Seriously, all those who didn't go, be jealous! There was popping too, BAHH that. Hazrul and Kid-O exceeded expectations. And as usual, Mahmud was sick, hitting beats in every battle. But what the heck, no one gets what Im saying. Point is that it was nice. I actually took videos for both finals, but my com can't read them. So, too bad.

Oh and yesterday was Father's Day. Wanted to buy a gift from town yesterday. But the bboy competition ended at about 9.30, so not many shops were open. In the end, just bought a raisin bread thingy from ToastBox. It was nice, okay.

And finally, my bboying is back on track. Practised it for the first time in 2months! Damn! Jiayous to myself!

B is for Blading.

Today went ECP with Nowelle to blade. Its fun! Real fun! I want to go more! This is an open invitation to everybody who comes to this blog, to accompany me to ECP to blade. Its quite fun really. But I need to get my own pair of skates. $5 per hour is too much! So anyways, roxy dinner was not bad.

Therefore, today has been a boring day. Oh! B is also for Boring. But thats not counted. Because E-Learning is so super duper ultra mega NOT boring!

Seriously, its not that bad. To me...

B is for BadDay.

Tomorrow is tuition day. Still haven't done the 2 revision papers Im suppose to do. Yay. Help...

B is for BackToNormal?.

I DON'T KNOW. ShiYuen wasn't much help. I REALLY DON'T KNOW! Help. I want to talk, but don't know what to say! This sucks. and, I DON'T KNOW what I should do. Show me a bit of hints. Please?

B is for Bass.

WAKE UP, IDIOT!

!I don't want to emo

Okay. I know the last few posts are all quite emo and stuff. Well, life here on Earth does really suck. But oh wells... I just hope everything can be okay soon. REAL SOON. And I hope I don't have to bring home lotsa stuff tmr from church. But anyways, enough about emo stuff. Back to the normal blog stuff.

So, the last week has been quite fun for me. I guess... Other than the crazy amount of emo-ing I do at home, going out has been good. Okay. I should be studying and doing all the homework, but... Don't know why, but I feel like theres not much homework for me to do. Oh wells... The anxiousness to do homework will come. Soon. I think...

So anyways, what did I do... Err wednesday went E-Hub with Rotti (Qin, YunXuan, Deon, Sam, Kelyn, Jasmine, Jinni) watched THE TAKING OF PELHAM 123. Damn! Is that movie awesome or what??? Okay. It sucked. Sucked real bad. Plus its an NC16 show, so we snuck around for crap! Dang! Oh wells... Superdog was nice, but so not worth it. Camwhoreing wasn't too bad either. Well, later on, there was just me, Deon, Jinni, Kelyn left. So we went to watch another movie. This time, GHOSTS OF GIRLFRIENDS' PAST. Better than the earlier movie, but otherwise, zzz... Pastamania was dinner before home. Emo night.

Thursday was stay at home and watch show day. Other than leaving home at 6 to eat SwissCulture with my family. Its good you know. Cheesiest pasta ever! But not as Eeck as the one from 18chef. Nicee~ Emo night 2.

Friday was play xbox then go town day. Chim, Deon, YanJing came supposedly to do work, but xbox seemed to be the lesson of the day. Went to town at night anyways. With Rotti (Qin, Deon, Sam, YunXuan, Kelyn, Jinni) again. Bought socks. Finally! 85 food was supper. A dark walk home.

Today wanted to go blading, but nobody! Rahh~ Echo was blah. Camwhoreing not that much. Went where little people have gone. Hmmm... Grab snacks from my house and off to E-Hub. Again. Watched a movie. Again. LOVE YOU, MAN. Sui~ Nicee. Plus funny. Good. Worth the NC16 risk! Oh and by the way, this week we bought GHOSTS OF GIRLFRIENDS' PAST tickets 3 times! One for TAKING OF PELHAM 123, Two for the actual movie itself, Three for LOVE YOU, MAN. Sui bo~! So anyways, Subway was a good dinner. Ate lotsa free food. Thanks Jasmine&Jinni for their generous small stomachs! Home.

Okay. Done. Tmr hopefully gonna be a good day. Hoping real hard not to get some stuff I don't want to get. OK that was a stupid sentence. But whatever... Also hope people accompany to the finals of the Singapore Bboy Championship 2009 at Heeren. Finals always have dope stuff. And I always miss them! Dang! So, next 2 weeks is e-learning weeks. Log on, leave computer there, and go town. Heh. I got to go out next 2 weeks. Shop! Movie! Go out! Okay. I don't know what I want to do. But all I want, is to get out of home. Get some new clothes. I really need formal. Topman! Watch TRANSFORMERS: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN! Oh oh oh, Blading/Cycling!

Oh, one real important thing. Clear things up, and get everything sorted out. So, EVERYTHING BETWEEN US WILL BE OKAY!

I really need the last one. Okay. Enough already. Looking forward to each new day. I think... I hope... I wish... I TELEPORT!

!Kill me

I really don't know what to do anymore.

All I can say is sorry.

I really am, and I always will be.

I've seen what I've done.

I wish i could change all of that, but I can't.

Im really very sorry.

I am such an idiot to not see you the way you actually are.

I've been naive and stupid and plainly, just a jerk.

I never deserved you.

You should never like someone like me again.

I suck.

I suck real bad.

Wish you would forgive me, but I know its impossible.

Theres just too many things for you to forgive.

So, i won't blame you if you hate me for the rest of your life.

I would hate me if I were you.

Its just amazing how you were tolerant to me these few months.

Don't know how you did it, cuz I definitely wouldn't be able to if I were you.

Just wish I could speak to you for one last time.

One last time before i disappear from your life.

But its okay.

I know it hasn't been easy being you.

In fact, it really sucked being you the last 7 months.

Hate myself.

Lord, please take me back. I don't see myself of having any use here. Please...

It isn't the world crumbling upon me.

Its me coming to this world.

Why?

Why was I put on this world?

Just let me disappear, disappear forever, away from you.

I was wrong.

I loved you.

I love you.

Forgive and FORGET

Move on, dear. Don't be like this.

Im SORRY. I really really am...

Please...

I hate it when we're like this. Don't cry...

ARGHZ! Im such a freaking BASTARD!

God, please tell me why im on this earth. I seem to be only hurting everyone... help.

I never make things better eh?

Im sorry. I just really suck.

I won't ever talk to you again k?

You live your life, I'll live mine.

You see why we can never be close? Come to close and I'll hurt you.

So, I know its gonna take a long, suckish period of time before these wounds heal, but it'll be worth it k?

Its better if i stay away from you for as long as I have to.

I am of no help or use.

Bye.

Naive

I am so naive
Stupid to believe

oh and btw, i was being sacarstic in my reply. oh wells(:



bet i'll think im such an idiot when i look back at this post in the future.

!!!ROTTI

okay. haven't posted for a long while. a really long while. well, camps are over. so im supposedly suppose to cheong all the way for my Os. really can't imagine myself doing so. but, it has to be done. anyways, this post will be just on the June holidays this year. its been 2weeks+2days, but its been really eventful. so, when in the future, i read this blog, i can reminisce the stuff that happened.

but first, i've been reading through my past posts, and woah, have i been an emo shit. so, this blog is gonna change. finally. oh the blog url's gonna change too. so, yea. i'll update it later.
back to the hols.

okay, so unfortunately, the first day of the holidays brought with it some bad news. my grandfather passed away. i wasn't really close to him, so couldn't feel what my dad was feeling. i don't know. this time, i didn't cry. dosen't mean that im a heartless bastard. but i knew he was already in heaven, which is a hell lot better than this earth. so yea. good for him.

so, the wake lasted til tuesday night, then i went back to church for the PPTTC. it was AWESOME! my band had Estella, Luke, Dexter, Clara, Gavin. i think that should be it. but anyways, i kinda kept talking nonsense and stuff during the games. so, it was cool that i managed to let the crappy BenYeo come out. it was fun. but really, this camp was great, not only that it was fun, but also because spiritually it was great. everyone moreorless took something home. i think this PPTTC idea is actually real good, cuz there isn't kids to tire us out or make us worry about them, and there isn't really a 'government' thing, where we are the 'campers' and they're the 'leaders'. so everybody is everybody. its like a chalet but better. yeps. oh and not forgetting, that we patched back. which was fantastic! missed that feeling a freaking lot. so, yea. thats PPTTC.

after that week's weekends, i was left home alone cuz the rest of my family went for ABC in malaysia. so, all the chores were left for me to do. its not difficult being a housewife you know. but anyways, i wasn't really home alone, cuz there was WenKai, Jabez and Joel to accompany me in my otherwise boring home. well, most of the time, we were playing xbox. we're such geeks! but it was fun. especially the thaligams or whatever Jabez said. oh, they stayed over by the way. so yea. 3 homealone days of playing xbox, cooking, eating, watching tv and waiting for an sms.

the next day would be a thursday. first day of student camp. honestly, i hadn't really wanted to go to student camp with the bowling dudes + Jasmine. mainly, cuz i hadn't talked to most of them for a real long time. so i had a little dread to go feeling. but of course, that was just crap in the end. the first day of student camp was, to me, quite fun. i know some people hated it and stuff, but i think it wasn't that bad. so, maybe the earlier icebreaker games weren't that fun. but the cluedo thing was quite okay. or maybe it was cuz me and Qin were going around doing stupid things and bluffing people. that was fun, for the 2 of us. but, i guess it was quite obvious that some people weren't having their fair share of fun cuz they couldn't really participate, or cuz they were left out. but, seriously, i think me and Qin were also moreorless left out from solving the thing, but found something else to do. i mean, any moment in your life can be fun, if you really want it to be, and do something about it. right? oh but, i do remember this, Jinni helped find the last clue, but i don't think many people thanked her, i myself is a culprit. but, i'll thank her now. Thanks Jinni!

the second day was really suckish til the night canteen games. seriously, the call-in game was a waste of time. i absolutely couldn't help, cuz everything was in chinese. so, oh wells... i anticipated more fun games. but, couldn't be helped. oh but thank God the canteen games were crazily kancheongish and fun. dirty games are so much more fun. we were covered with honey, chewing on corn, choking on flour, doing starjumps faster than ever, trying to concentrate real hard. it was real nervewrecking, trying to be the clock. but we thought we did well. not sure whether or not we really did do well. but, it was fun right? i think that was went we could really get hyped up with the WHOS NIGHT IS IT GONNA BE?? 1 2 3 ROTTI!!!

performance day. was great, with the softball thing, cheerleading thing, DDR thing, oh and the bino soccer was freaking stupid! well, our performance was dope. i still think it was the best leh. just too bad we didn't win. alas, better than last year, we got into finals. thats an acheivement. PK!

amazing race. woah. what a race! tiring! but must really thank God la. were losing quite bad for awhile, but somehow still managed to pull away. and the last run back to ASC was woah... unbelievable. doubt most of us ever run so much ever. actually, pulling Jasmine helped. quite a bit. cuz she was depending on me to continue running all the way, so with this responsibility, of course i had to push myself. so thanks to her! 1st place! finally. last year 2nd. this year 1st!

campfire was awesome. mass dance was actually more fun to me this time, cuz last year my leg cramp plus my slipper picha. yea, this time was fun. especially the 1st song, where we got into the circle one. actually thats the only one that was really fun. but whatever. anyways, bbq time was camwhoreing time. never taken so many pictures in a single moment! thanks Joneh for his happy picture taking finger! oh and thanks to Javier, Joseph, Deon and JHong for the satays, sausages, chicken wings and meat!

so, anyways, the brand new bowling-turned-rotti had a talk. i guess it was kinda good. one thing resolved was the Deon and Vin thing. thank God! they'd been quarreling for so damn long! but anyways, now all of us said what we want to say about each other. talking about our flaws. although, it seems like i have none =.= but, it was a good talk i guess. unfortunately, when JHong came and talked about his story, i fell asleep. no offence! but the worst thing was that, i fell asleep on the parade square floor until everybody left and i looked like a freaking idiot all alone on the parade square floor, sleeping =.= thanks a lot guys! haha. but i know i slept like a pig. Sam kicked me, but i still didn't feel a thing. im such an idiot...

that night (or early morning), we slept about 2 or 3 hours, though the girls supposedly slept 1/2 hour. we were all so tired! but still managed to get through the final moments in the camp. im glad JHong moved the QT to after we broke camp, cuz then, we could all spend these final few moments together, no distractions or whatever, and have a last farewell to our leaders, JHong and AdelinaJie. special thanks to JHong for bringing us through both of our camps! so anyways, Rotti minus Vin went to 18chefs for lunch. i hated mine! toooooo much ngiam ngiam taste!! oh wells... i like the ice lemon tea. =.= haha.

so anyways, we all left home...
or so you think...
haha. on the train home, me and Nowelle decided not to go home instead cuz we both really didnt want to! campsick feeling sucks! so anyways, we went to Bugis for no absolute reason. just talk and drank an XS coke. haha. oh, the new mall near Bugis is nicee! nicer than that stupid Tampines1. the shops there are nice. theres a cinema and arcade. and the food level is cool! manhatten fish market! i must go! so anyways, i was suppose to watch movie with YunXuan, Deon, Qin, Jinni and Kelyn at E-Hub at 7.20. but everybody was too tired. so alas, i went home at 8. oh but im glad i went out with Nowelle, been soooo frigging long since we went out together! cool!

so yea. thats the June hols. only less than a week before school reopens:( nobodys looking forward to that. im worse though. i promised my mum that after all my camps in June, i'd cheong for my Os. D: ahhhh! alas, im still a sec4 and i'd better get back to reality soon! so, yea. maybe some other time i'll post my personal notes to each and everyone of Rotti. til then, heres the pictures.
(oh by the way, our group was really called PAVAROTTI, not just Rotti)




bbq time!


bbq time 2!


Jinni, Qin, me, YunXuan, Joneh


street fighter!


Qin trademark act cute face!


Qin trademark act cute face 2!


Javier, Qin, me during service? oops!


Sam, Joneh, Joseph, Qin, YunXuan, me, Nowelle, Jasmine, Kelyn. also during service? oops!


bbq time! in the dark.


OOPS!


Act cute Queen!


Jasmine!


Yo yo, whats up! BBoys in the house! with one beatboxer!


Jasmine, AdelinaJie, Joneh, me, Jinni + half of Qin's face!


BaGei! with BaGei king!


Javier, AdelinaJia, me, Nowelle + half of Joneh's face!


Freaky YunXuan!


We're too hot to handle eh! Burnt with a knuckle hit!


YunXuan and Joseph!


me and JHong!

Nowelle and me!

Rotti guys + Darren!

Rotti guys + Darren 2!

Rotti guys + Darren + HongKai!

ROTTI! jinni's face accidentally cut into half. oops...

Qin, me, Joneh! lets play a game of odd on out.

Chim, me, Joneh!

Camwhoreing!

Camwhoreing 2!

Camwhoreing 3!

Camwhoreing 4!

Camwhoreing 5!

Camwhoreing 6!

Rotti + cute little boy!

Rotti + song leader dude!

Rotti + (forgot his name)!

Rotti + don't know who they are!

Rotti + don't know who they are 2!

haha. yeps. thats it! other blogs got more. like Qin's, his got all the photo of us with random people, cuz we were playing a game of who could take the most photos with strangers. Sam's also have. don't know who else updated their blog. but thats all i can rmb for now. so until next time, ROTTI rocks!